MachoKesiotan

Haih..Raya2

2010-09-06T14:35:00.000Z

so now its raya !Mahdi is not here for the first time,hope this will be the first n last time anyone will be missing in action during raya celebration

4 years

2010-05-15T02:05:00.001Z

....i dont want to leave Bath.....

Simple as that...

no time

2010-01-22T19:51:00.001Z

settling for being 'i am what i am?'

why not be the "better you" for a change.

'Mal'- Function

2010-01-20T20:45:00.002Z

am disgusted with myself.

am i a hyperbola or a straight line?

for now...i think i'm neither of those...i'll probably just admit to being a ....continous equation that converges to a negative answer.

how could i have had started with a clean slate( or should i say..'plane') and ended up being stuck in a wavelength with a frequency that changes between 1 to -1. ..it probably had had stayed in -1 longer than it did in the positive axis.

i've been given a 2nd,3rd,4th,5th..(whatever..its too shameful to keep track) chance .but still...i failed.

this is a test of life...and i failed..

its not like i haven't figured out the answers.Coz i'd be stupid to have had said that when clearly i knew the answers/solution lies in just a mere book.

hrmm...its probably the application of the mathematical complexity of it that makes me slide back below the axis.The lack of knowledge in the subject that i hold in my brain is just not up to par.i know that.and i have to always remind myself or constantly apply them to my daily life.Constantly revise and exercise .

Hrrmm...this babbling has actually given me strength to go on~i can try my best.You are only a failure if you failed to strive for achievement.

*this has nothing to do with my current examination or mathematics*

this is a slight change of plan?

2010-01-18T23:47:00.000Z

yes....i actually did it...i actually...studied throughout the holidays!bravo me!!!!!!*but wait and see if the results shows la*

sNOWBOARDING~AGAIN!

2009-12-20T23:06:00.000Z

at first it looks like its gonna turn into a disaster*for a lot of reasons*. But Alhamdulillah it didnt!~!it was actually a quite pleasent trip ;p. definitely not the same like the one's i went last year with like...3 people?

ahahaha..this time it was with 6 unrelated ppl*hrmm...cant really say that actually* .
lemmie see.....there's Me

Durrah

Joe

GG

Mary

and Mary's-Cousin-Fahmi*very long name...i know*

3 snowboarders.3 skiers.

the challenging part is none of the snowboarders....snowboard.except for my 7 day free lesson from Rudeng 2 winters ago.But 'my students' are fast learner despite the stupid methods i've been teaching them.

the skiers on the other hand...got all cocky and went up down the hill like there's no tomorrow.seriously dude...slow down!~ahahaha..dont really mind as long as i dont look like a loser next to them haa~.

we made a packed timetable on who's cooking on which day.means that we've tasted each other's good sides and bad sides*if i must say*.

we even managed to venture in a *finger quote* "heated swimming pool".and i 'hand quote' it for a reason.coz its freakin COLD!!!~!!!!we're literally freezing .even when we're in a jacuzzi our faces went numb.ahahaha.so much for a 'relaxed' time in the pool.

me,durrah n joe got our butt kicked by the snows.i couldnt sit down for almost 3 days.bruises like a peach.

there was a few attempt on snow fight but in the end we*girls...note:when i say girls..joe is included* gave up with those boring boys. uuuuuu uuuuu!!! and we came across those snow dogs that brings sledges on their back.its really a wild snow dog,sadly.their quite friendly huskies~

STAYING AWAKE IN CLASS in 7 days

2009-11-24T15:39:00.000Z

Well every good problem has an easy solution, and this one is no different. I humbly present to you, "STAYING AWAKE IN CLASS in 7 days". Oddly enough, this may sound like a self help book. I assure you that if it were, the name would be called "STAYING AWAKE IN CLASS for Dummies!". And you're no dummy. So here goes:

Tuesday Day 1: Go to class and try to pay attention to the Prof. Stop laughing. Try it again. Undoubtedly, you'll fall asleep anyways, so don't get discouraged. Chewing gum from Mel's Diner always helps in the early stages. Just don't read the comics.

Wednesday Day 2: Go to the Bomber with friends and discuss anything but school. See if they notice how refreshed you look. When they begin talking about their personal problems, focus on your fries and try not to fall asleep on them (quick-tip: Gravy causes scars). When they begin talking about their personal life, ask for details and take notes for the gossip circle later.

Thursday Day 3: Arrive at class sickeningly early and sit with the "smart" kids at the front. You'll notice that they're all sleeping as well, but have mastered the process of sleeping while taking notes. Purchase "TAKING NOTES the SmartWay". Only $14.95 with bonus 10 page excerpt from Classical Algebra 4th edition, available exclusively from me.

Friday Day 4: Go to class and try paying attention to the Prof again. When he/she mentions how unusually chipper you're looking, respond with a remark on how good they're teaching today. Compare Day 1 notes to today's notes and observe the significant lack of smeared ink and drool.

Saturday Day 5: By now you're on your way to being an A student. Enjoy the day and go grocery shopping. Notice how the checkout guy/girl doesn't give you a sneer for having that "I don't shower except on holiday's" odour. You'll also notice an increase in bed-head. Simply purchase a hat. QED.

Sunday Day 6: Since you don't have classes, do all the assignments you've been missing out on for the last week getting extra sleep with this method. Be sure to spend an equal amount of hours staring at the computer monitor as cursing the machine for not working.

Monday Day 7: Go to classes. Hand in assignments. Keyword - Jolt.

If at this point you don't feel better, consider switching to another faculty. Purchase, "HOW TO BE AN ARTSY for Dummies" only $12.95 with bonus squeegee and hair dye

Virtue of the First Ten Days of the Month Of Zulhijjah

2009-11-19T13:48:00.001Z

The Types of Deeds in These Ten Days:

First: The performance of Haj and Umrah, and these are the best of deeds that may be done.

And what indicates their superiority are a number of Ahaadith, one of which is the saying of the Prophet (PBUH). Performance of Umrah is an expiation of the sins committed between it and the previous Umrah, and the reward of the Haj which is accepted by Allah, the Most High, is nothing but Paradise. (Al-Bukhaaree and Muslim)

Second: Fasting during these days – as many of them as may be easy (for one to fast); especially the Day of Arafah.

There is no doubt that the act of fasting is one of the best deeds, and it is from what Allah, the Most High, has chosen for himself, as in the Hadith Qudsee: Fasting is for Me, and it is I who give reward for it. Verily, someone gives up his sexual passion, his food and his drink for My sake…” (Al-Bukhaaree, Muslim, Maalik, at-Tirmidhee, Nasaa’ee and Ibn Maajah)

Also, from Abu Sa’eed al-Khudree who said that the Messenger of Allah said: No servant (of Allah, the Most High) fasts one day in the Path of Allah, except that Allah, the Most High, removes his face from the Fire because of it (the distance of travelling) seventy years. (Al-Bukhaaree and Muslim)From Abu Qatadah that the Prophet said: Fasting the Day of Arafah will be credited with Allah by forgiving one’s sins of the previous year and the following year. (Muslim)

Third: At-Takbeer (Allah Akbar) and adh-Dhikr (the remembrance of Allah through different words of praise and glorification) in these (ten) days, Allah said “And mention the name of Allah on the appointed days”(12:28).

This has been explained (by some) to mean the ten days (of Zul-Hijjah), and the scholars consider it desirable to increase adh-Dhikr in these days, based upon the hadith of Ibn Umar narrated by Ahmad, which contains the words: … so increase in these days the Tahleel and Takbeer and Tahmeed…

It is reported about Ibn Umar and Abu Hurairah that: the two of them used to go out to the market place during the ten days (of Zul-Hijjah) saying: Allahu Akbar, causing the people also to say it. (Al- Bukhaaree)

Ishaaq narrates from the scholars of the Taabi’een that in these ten days they used to say: Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar Laa Ilaaha illa ‘llah Wa ‘llahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar Wa li’llahi al-hamd. It is a beloved act to raise the voice when saying the Takbeer in the markets, the houses, the streets, the Masjids and other places, because of the saying of Allah, the Most High, in Surah al-Hajj, verse 37: “… that you may magnify Allah for His Guidance to you”

The saying of Takbeer in congregation, ie everyone pronouncing the Takbeer with one voice, is not permissible since this has not been transmitted (to us) from the early generations of the Sahabah and those who followed their ways. Verily, the Sunnah is for everyone to say the Takbeer individually. And this is (generally) applicable to Dhikr and supplications, except if the person doesn’t know what to say. In that case he may repeat after someone else until he learns (the words to be said). It is also permissible to make Dhikr with all the different wording of Takbeer and Tahmeed and Tasbeeh, and the rest of the Islamic legislated supplications (from the Qur’an and Sunnah).

Fourth: At-Tawbah (repentance) and abstaining from disobedience and all types of sins, since forgivene and mercyare the results of deeds.

Disobedience is the cause of being far away (from Allah, the Most High) and repulsion, while obedience is the cause of being near (to Allah, Most High) and His love. In the hadith of Abu Hurairah he said that the Prophet said: Verily Allah has a sense of Ghaira, and Allah’s sense of ghaira is provoked when a person does that which Allah has prohibited. (Al-Bukhaaree and Muslim)

Fifth: Doing plenty of voluntary (nafl) righteous deeds of worship like Prayer, Charity, Jihaad, reading the Qur’an, Commanding what is Good and Forbidding what is Evil, and other such deeds.

Verily, these are amongst the deeds that are multiplied in these days. It is during these days that even deeds that are less preferred are superior and more beloved to Allah than superior deeds done at other times. (These deeds are superior) even to al-Jihaad – which is one of the most superior of all deeds – except in the case of one whose horse is killed and his blood is spilled (loss of life in Jihaad).

Sixth: It is legislated in these days to make at-Takbeer al-Mutlaq at all times of night and day until the time of the Eid Prayer.

Also, at-Takbeer al-Muqayyad is legislated, and it is done after the (five) obligatory prayers that are performed in congregation. This begins from Dawn (Fajr) on the Day of Arafah (the 9th of Zul-Hijjah) for those not performing Haj, and from Noon (Zhur) on the Day of Sacrifice (10th of Zul-Hijjah) for those performing Haj (pilgrims); and it continues until Asr prayer on the last day of the days of Tash-reeq (13th of Zul-Hijjah).

Seventh: The slaughtering of a sacrificial animal (Adhiyah) is also legislated for the Day of Sacrifice (10th) and the Days of Tashreeq (11th, 12th and 13th).

This is the Sunnah of our father Ibraaheem – when Allah, the Most High, redeemed Ibraaheem’s son by the great sacrifice (of an animal in his place). It is authentically reported that The Prophet Muhammad slaughtered (sacrificed) two horned rams, black and white in colour, and said Takbeer (Allahu Akbar), and placed his foot on their sides (while slaughtering them). (Al-Bukhaaree and Muslim)

Eighth: Offering animal as Udhyia

It has been narrated from Umm Salamah (may Allah be pleased with her) that the Prophet said: If you see the Hilal (new moon) of Zul-Hijjah, and any one of you wants to make a sacrifice, then he should not cut (anything) from his hair and his nails. (Muslim and others) . And in one narration, he said: .Then he should not cut (anything) from his hair, nor from his nails, until he performs the sacrifice. Perhaps this is because of the similarity with the one who is bringing a sacrificial animal for slaughter (in Haj). As Allah, the Most High, said: And do not shave your heads until the Hady (sacrifice) reaches the place of sacrifice…

The apparent meaning of this prohibition is that it is particularly for the one whom the sacrifice is for, and does not include the wife or children, unless there is an individual sacrifice for one of them. There is no harm in washing the head, or scratching it, even if hairs may fall out.

Ninth: It is incumbent for the Muslim (who is not performing Hajj) to make every effort to perform the Eid Prayer wherever it is performed, and to be present for the Khutbah and benefit.

He must know the wisdom behind the legislation of this Eid (celebration). It is a day of thankfulness and performing deeds of righteousness. So, he must not make it a day of wildness, pride and vanity. He should not make it a season for disobedience and increase in the forbidden things like music and singing, uncontrolled amusement, intoxicants and the like – those things which could cause the cancellation of the good deeds done in these days (of Zul-Hijjah).

Tenth: After what has been mentioned, it is fitting that every Muslim, male and female, take advantage of these days by obeying Allah, the Most High, remembering Him, thanking Him, fulfilling all the obligatory duties, and staying far away from the prohibited things.

He must take full advantage of this season, and the open display of Allah’s gifts, to attain the pleasure of his Lord. Surely, Allah, the Most High, is the One Who grants success, and He is the Guide to the Straight Path. And may the blessings of Allah, the Most High, and peace be upon Muhammad and his family and companions!

aaand then there's no more 2 guys,a girl,and a mansion

2009-11-05T23:49:00.004Z

yeap.i've finally found a house.and its fantastic!!love it!exactly what my final year house should be.

got a room for my own.

got me own beed~~~*no more sleeping on the floor..its been a looong time**oh oh!and all thanks to Syaze and Biey for bringing the mattress up from the dump~*

got me own table to study~

got me own tv

me own living room

me own christmas three

me own place to put the toys

me own food to cook

me own peett!!*actually that was turun temurun from the previous seniors ..i think their about 5 yrs old...anyone? how old is MDK and Ziana eh Kak Yat?*--->its a fish though

aaaaahh~~this beats everything coz the place is smack in the center next to Komedia.less than 1 minute to the kebabs and the thai grocery shop~~

i'm loving it.parapapaaa~~ No. 3 BRIDEWELL LANE!!!!

Diet Rasulullah

2009-10-17T20:24:00.001Z

JENIS MAKANAN
Rupanya tanpa kita sedari, dalam makanan yang kita makan sehari-hari, kita tak boleh sembarangan. Hal inilah penyebab terjadinya berbagai penyakit antara lain penyakit kencing manis, lumpuh, sakit jantung, keracunan makanan dan lain2 penyakit. Apabila anda telah mengetahui ilmu ini, tolonglah ajarkan kepada yg lainnya.
Ini pun adalah diet Rasullulah SAW kita juga. Ustaz Abdullah Mahmood mengungkapkan, Rasullulah tak pernah sakit perut sepanjang hayatnya kerana pandai menjaga makanannya sehari-hari. Insya Allah kalau anda ikut diet Rasullullah ini, anda takkan menderita sakit perut ataupun keracunan makanan.

Jangan minum SUSU bersama DAGING
Jangan makan DAGING bersama IKAN
Jangan makan IKAN bersama SUSU
Jangan makan AYAM bersama SUSU
Jangan makan IKAN bersama TELUR
Jangan makan IKAN bersama DAUN SALAD
Jangan minum SUSU bersama CUKA
Jangan makan BUAH bersama SUSU CTH :- KOKTEL

CARA MAKAN
JANGAN MAKAN BUAH SETELAH MAKAN NASI , SEBALIKNYA MAKANLAH BUAH TERLEBIH DAHULU, BARU MAKAN NASI.
TIDUR 1 JAM SETELAH MAKAN TENGAH HARI. (yang nie tak boleh buat kat office...;))
JANGAN SESEKALI TINGGAL MAKAN MALAM .. BARANG SIAPA YG TINGGAL MAKAN MALAM DIA AKAN DIMAKAN USIA DAN KOLESTEROL DALAM BADAN AKAN BERGANDA..
Nampak memang sulit.. tapi, kalau tak percaya...... cubalah..... .......... .
Pengaruhnya tidak dalam jangka pendek..... Akan berpengaruh bila kita sudah tua nanti.
Dalam kitab juga melarang kita makan makanan darat bercampur dengan makanan laut.
Nabi pernah mencegah kita makan ikan bersama susu. Kerana akan cepat mendapat penyakit. Ini terbukti oleh ilmuwan yang menemukan bahwa dalam daging ayam mengandung ion+ sedangkan dalam ikan mengandung ion-, jika dalam makanan kita ayam bercampur dengan ikan maka akan terjadi reaksi biokimia yang akan dapat merosak usus kita.

Al-Quran Juga mengajarkan kita menjaga kesihatan spt membuat
amalan antara lain:
Mandi Pagi sebelum subuh, sekurang kurangnya sejam sebelum matahari terbit. Air sejuk yang meresap kedalam badan dapat mengurangi penimbunan lemak. Kita boleh saksikan orang yang mandi pagi kebanyakan badan tak gemuk.
Rasulullah mengamalkan minum segelas air sejuk (bukan air ais) setiap pagi. Mujarabnya Insya Allah jauh dari penyakit (susah mendapat sakit).
Waktu sembahyang subuh disunatkan kita bertafakur (iaitu sujud sekurang kurangnya semenit setelah membaca doa). Kita akan terhindar dari sakit kepala atau migrain. Ini terbukti oleh para ilmuwan yang membuat kajian kenapa dalam sehari perlu kita sujud. Ahli-ahli sains telah menemui beberapa milimeter ruang udara dalam saluran darah di kepala yg tidak dipenuhi darah. Dengan bersujud maka darah akan mengalir keruang tersebut.
Nabi juga mengajar kita makan dengan tangan dan bila habis hendaklah menjilat jari. Begitu juga ahli saintis telah menemukan bahwa enzyme banyak terkandung di celah jari jari, yaitu 10 kali ganda terdapat dalam air liur. (enzyme sejenis alat percerna makanan) Wassalam...

Sama-samalah kita mengamalkannya. ......
WallahuA'lam

Hiking in Eskdale(early april)

2009-09-03T17:45:00.002Z

*am trying to update my blog slowly...so this is it...starting from Spring Break*

I've never been on a trip with more than 3 ppl .I never thought it could be any fun with too many people around.But this trip to Eskdale really was great fun!!!Although we do have those awkward moments where nobody knows how to entertain ourselves.But overall...i like it!

the preparation was made by Azlan(thanks eh).Semua die buat.2 days before the big trip we had a meeting at Henrietta.Tasks were given.

Pembahagian Kerja

Makan-(1 org) Fatin
Ticket Train - Joe
Sidekick - GG
Hero - Azlan
Time keeper- Ruz
Quarter Master - Hajare
Penenang Keadaan -Beng(sbb die useless gile..tatau nak kasi keje ape)
Pembebel 1 - Hajar
Pembebel 2 - Fatin
Pembebel 3 - Bee
Ubat - Bee

in the end, Agen Penenang jugak la yg deliver keje die~~...anyone who wants to employ him for any other trips as your Agen Penenang,his contact number is 07-007007007

Sleeping Bags were bought,Hiking Jackets and Boots were purchased,Sunglasses ready(tp the only sun we get is between 5pm to 7pm)

we're good to go!!
Train Tickets READY!

The best part at first was the STEAM TRAIN!the train was sooo tiny!

how awesome is that!!?we got too jakun(but who cares la kan).want an example of our jakun-ness?ok..here this:

Everyone is looking right to left to right to left as if the sceneries will dissapear in a blink of an eye
We passed through a farm
When suddenly Fatin screams 'BABI!!'
Smorg toleh tgk babi tu and averyone screams harmonically,spontaneousely "VAAAVVIIIII~~~!!"
ahahaha!~!and the funny part is~,Babi tu toleh and begins to chase the train!
And he/she/it actually slipped/stumbled him/her/itself dan jatuh guling2~~!
vavi btol~!

we climbed a 600meter(exagerate..sbb tak ingat..tp tinggi la) bukit..
did some guling2 action along the way

had an accident where i almost grabbed Joe's tuuuutt when i slipped.Since then,Joe asyik meleekat je smbl cakap " ko kene bertanggungjawab hajare...".(kahkahkahkah!~saje je nak buat ko malu;p)

we are the LAME-est bunch of people alive.All we did everynight is play UNO.

and end up playing games invented for this environment only..the Sleeping Bag Olympics!

got a little crazy up there..the scenery was amazing~hence we decided to do a little Bollywood dancin~~

we insisted on playing in the water although its freezing cold!

aaaa yes....those were the days...when things were simpler.
THANKS GUYS FOR THE HAPPY MEMORIES!

How to move my ass?

2009-06-14T23:25:00.002Z

aish...aish...this 'could be' my last summer in the UK.
and 'could be' the last chance i'll get to actually use the whole 4 months of holiday by doing something useful
But its almost the end of June!!
and i did nothing!!!
aaaaa~~!~!~~~~~~
AAAAAAA~~~!!!!!~~~!

it would be so much easier if i'd plan to stay here till the end of summer.
But then again..who wants to 'puasa' in the UK?!!let alone during summer!!
aiyaaaa!!!~

sooooo many things to do!
but soooo little time and MONEY to do it!

i want to travel...but i've lost interest in Europe...or anywhere near here.
i want to learn to draw
i want to learn to play an instrument
i want to go to London and watch ALL the West End shows
i want to go to Kyrgyzstan,Africa,Madagascar,Mongolia,China,Iran,Yemen,Uzbekistan,Azerbaijan
i want to learn about herbs
i want to learn to speak french
i want to see my brothers(ok...aand sisters)
i want my scholarship back!

but what is stopping me from doing all that??
the best answer would be because of my current situation.
with a low income that could barely bring me anywhere plus
my unrenewed visa!~!~!~

aaaaa!~!~!tarik bulu ketiak!!
i really REALLY need to make the best of this extra year...but all i see is i've done...nothing!~!!!
Nothing's change since i started this repeat year
i havent achieved anything extraordinary..i feel like i'm just waiting for this year to end..
but i dont want it to end...
i dont want to start picturing myself living a life..after graduation(that is..IF i graduate off course)

quit complaining la makcik!!!!just move ur ass and make the best of it!!!MOVE UR ASS!!!!!

Gypsy Jazz taking a Bath

2009-05-26T15:24:00.008Z

loving the new shoes!!got it at a car boot sale in Lansdown for just 11pnds!Its a CAMPER..but...there are a few faults that i am still in denial of~(Joe senyap!)

Below are proof that i haven't changed my outfit for the past 3 weeks due to exams.Its my 'i-dont-want-to-study-coz-i-feel-miserable-pants'

Bath Music Festival and Bath Fringe has started!!! oh how i LOVE Bath at this time of the year!there's so many things happening around town.So many wonderful,unique,once in a lifetime things to see.But this is also the time of the year that i have to make a choice,to either save my money for traveling or use it all up to enjoy this lifestyle.Haish..decision decision decision.~
The Mandibles came to Parade Gardens for the opening of Bath Music Festival~

i was supposed to be working at 5pm on that day,but their band doesnt start till half past 5,So i decided to send my supervisor a text-lie.It sounded a lil bit like this

"Joan,could i come a lil bit late,6pm maybe?my paper finish at 4.30 today,and i desperately need a looong overdue shower before work.pleeeasee~~!"
the stupid part is..
I sent that message at 4.15pm.
What stupid idiot brings a phone to their exams,let alone texting!!
But she let me get away with it anyways~~

This is one cool dad~he brought his daughter to the garden for a surprise birthday party

This guy was pretending to be a radio dj by interviewing me,using a rake as his microphone...weird...

Last May i worked at the Bath Flower show for the whole weekend.It was an absolute blast!!But wonder why no one i know want to be a part of it.I have to literally beg them to come.But thanks for those who came,it meant a lot(cheh..mcm aku je yg buat flower2 tu sme,padahal jage cashier je)

pictures courtesy of Lukman n Joe

New Shoes [Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly Remix] - Paolo Nutini

Studying with the Johans

2009-05-26T10:31:00.006Z

Johan 1

Johan 2

non-Johan

Mandi tak basah(tak mandi)
Makan tak kenyang(vending machine)
Tidur tak lena(tdo surau/library)
and ITS ALL OVER!!!!!!

free free!!FREE FREE!!!

but it has been fun though.
The number of take-aways we've ordered
SFC
Falafel
Dominos
Bombay Malayu
Yummy Thai

u name it!~!

Gile facebook

And funny how people can get weird esp during exams.
mcm sorg mamat ni, Puck Yu(kawan Joe,despite his alias name..he's actually a local)

(kene cakap mlayu karang die bace..hahaha)

Puck Yu: How do u say i love u in malay?

Joe: oh..aku suka kamu

*Puck Yu wrote it down on a small pice of paper and gave it to a girl he's been fancying* Let call this girl-Puck-Yu-Fancy = gPYF *gPYF googled down the meaning and came through a webstie that actually translates Malay to English*

gPYF wrote: kamu gemuk!

Puck Yu immedietely asked for Joe's help to write something 'romantic'

Hajare : kasi lyrics lagu Cinta = 'aku memang pencinta wanita,tapi aku bukan buaya'

it took gPYF more than 10 minutes to type down the sentence and came back with a very direct translation

gPYF turns to Joe : could you translate for me?all i get is 'I love women,but i not Alligator'

we explained to her and she replied to Puck Yu

gPYF : Menggigit saya!

Puck Yu decided to give her some Malaysian classic sayings.Joe dah kehilangan idea dan malas nak layan dah(sbb spatutnye study)and googled.

GUESS WHAT HE GAVE HIM(to give to her)?

"MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK BEGARA!"

ahahahaa..poor Puck Yu~

Procrastinating is a must tough.Doing things like

Joe n B buat kuiz yg sendri buat

QUIZ BANGANG ini-->
*WARNING!!SOALAN BOCOR!*

How well do you know Melayu Bath 08-09?(limited space, limited people)..

1)	What is Azlan wearing during 2008 Raya
a)	Baju kurung
b)	Baju melayu kuning
c)	Baju melayu petak2 johor style
d)	Jubah Putih bersama serban di leher
e)	Baju Punjab ala2 Shah Rukh Khan

2)	How much does Fatin's Nasik Lemak cost
a)	2pnds (50p less if you return the container)
b)	2.50pnds(30p less if you return the container)
c)	2pnds(30p less if you return the container)
d)	2.50pnds(50p less if you return the container)
e)	free( if you become her bisnes partner)

3)	GG is most afraid of..
a)	Mariam
b)	Tikus
c)	Lipas
d)	Cerita hantu
e)	Roller coaster

4)	What is Mariam's hobby?
a)	Watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S
b)	Cooking
c)	Pet her guinea pig
d)	Enterframe in everybody else's pictures
e)	Takde hobby kot.."ouh"..

5)	What was Azhar's favourite sports
a)	futsal
b)	football
c)	badminton
d)	tennis
e)	smoking

6)	What brand is Kara's glasses?
a)	DKNY
b)	Gucci
c)	Boots
d)	FCUK
e)	DKNY petaling street

7)	How much is the ransom that Nik's character (in Bamsa nite) have to pay?
a)	two thousand four hundred and fifty two keeeeping
b)	two thousand three hundred and sixty two keeeeping
c)	two thousand five hundred and fifty two keeeeping
d)	beribu2 keeeepingwith an english accent
e)	two thousand three hundred and fifty two keeeeping

8)	What is the theme colour of Beng's up coming wedding?..
a)	White & orange
b)	Silver & orange
c)	Silver & pink
d)	Cream & purple
e)	Tak pasti, tapi kaler-maler laaaaa

9)	What is Jo's special talent?..
a)	Finding weird music videos and post them on FB
b)	Posuer photographer
c)	Created the "XX-off" game i.e. dance-off, tramp-of
d)	Being gay..Hardo Gay!!..fuuuhoooooooooo!!!!
e)	Fart in front of 'selective' friends only..ONLY..

10)	When does Hajare usually take her shower?
a)	After swimming
b)	Before studying in the library
c)	Every morning
d)	Impossible to predict
e)	Think again!!..Does she "ever" take her shower?..

11)	How do you spell Nabilah's nickname?
a)	What comes after "A"
b)	B
c)	Bie
d)	Biey
e)	Bee

12)	Where does Lukman buy most of his stuff?
a)	Mark & Spencer
b)	Student Union Shop
c)	Al falafel
d)	Online
e)	Shopping TV channel

13)	What is Kamilah's shoe size?
a)	Sama dgn Beng
b)	Sama dgn Hajare
c)	Sama dgn B(bukan ejaan sebenar!!)
d)	Sama dgn Ruz
e)	Sama saiz dgn kasut putih die

14)	What position did Syazeleen hold during her time in KYS?
a)	Pengawas Kebersihan
b)	Pengawas Perpustakaan
c)	Taiko Sekolah?
d)	Ketua Pelajar
e)	Pelajar biasa sahaja

its funny to see the answers these people gave.seperti..Mariam not knowinghis bf's 'real' fear...not 'current' fear.hahahahah

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exams2!!

2009-05-11T06:37:00.004Z

Hangguk Hangguk
Geleng Geleng
Camtulah rupe ku time setadi.
ARGHH!!!!!!!
Come on!!focus HAJAR!!!!!!
I know i can do it!!
Please Allah clear my mind.

p.s
would really like to recommend this band.They're Awesome!!You've gotta love em!heard them play at the Bath Flower Show last Bank Holiday,boy do they make my day~its THE MANDIBLES!!<-- CLICK TO GO TO THEIR MYSPACE N LISTEN TO THEIR GREAT MUSIC~

KECHOH:Bukannye final year pon

2009-05-06T21:06:00.003Z

Why am i not ready?
Because...
Here i am 18..
In Malaysia i'm 23
Here i am a freedom seeker
There i'm a responsible daughter
Here i am a traveler
There i am a driver
Here i am spontaneous
There i am boring
Here i am an adventurer
There i am just a story teller
Here i am a bird
There i am a bird in a cage
Here i am liberal
There i am restricted
Here i can make my dreams come true
There i can only dream
Here i only need to look after myself
There i need to think of others
Here i can see a colorful future
There i can see none
Here life is perfect
There reality has begun

But then again.....

Here i am alone
There i have everyone
Here is a challenge
Home is my comfort zone...

But i am not ready to come back home..
Not yet...
Not now...

BAMSA Nite 09-Si Tanggang

2009-04-13T16:50:00.009Z

Bamsaaaaa!~~!~~!This year..i challanged myself to dance bollywood and sing...sing...sigh...sing..hmph....hampeh. A bit of a dissapointment gak laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.coz obviously i couldnt sing..but hey~it doesnt mean i couldnt try~I managed to persuade Nik to sing a duet with me..and his voice was sooo
mencairkan~hahaha~Nik2~ click here to watch me singing Queen-Dont Stop Me Now;

We,
Mariam n GG

Fatin n Joe
Kamilah n Beng

Me n Azlan

managed to rock our bolllywood dance!!we had so much fun n memories of practicing them~new friends are made..new skills are acquired.sukee!~Vdeos of us gile could be found here

We practiced for almost a 6 weeks!~the earliest dance practice to start!~every night us girls would find steps for the dance..menyebabkan keluarnya constant noise to the neighbors .

How did these bollywood thing came together?remember the post about me n kamilah remenicing hindustan movies?haaa...Mariam got all psyched about them too and convinced us to do a bollywood dance for Bamsa Nite~But thats just the beginning...we need to find our guys!GG pasti akan masuk coz mariam says so..Beng can be persuaded...but then...thats just it.No more guys in Bath...how pathetic are we~~~Lukman agreed to it at first but backed out after our stepst seems to be scaring him.hahaha~Lukman2~

But in the last minute..we decided to try our luck and ask Azlan in..surprisingly..he said YES!~
And Joe decided to not be Si Tanggang ,dan balasannye is to dance in Bollywood!~!

I love the nights we spend practicing..keeps Boring-ol-Bath hyped again~!

The Rabbit that runs through battery

2009-03-16T23:36:00.003Z

WARNING!: too many inside jokes may leave you feeling annoyed

Once upon a time, there lived 4 'bestest' friends.

Si Tikus
-seorg yg sangat comel
-tidak popular maka tidak mempunyai ramai kawan

Si Monyet
-penggossip
-seorg yang senang disukai da yang mempunyai ramai kawan

Si Kucing dan
-seorg yg comel(argh!terpakse letak gak)
-seorg 'pengikut' yg taat

Si Harimau
-pengumpul gossip
-seorg 'pemimpin' yang berwibawa

[ sbenarnye ni hasil horoscope drpd buku majalah EH! from Abang Mariam's house..wonder how it got there]

Si Tikus and Si Harimau went to London for 'business' purpose [ went to Tourism Msia to get our BAMSA nite costume]

and just realized that the ticket was fully paid by BAMSA,and has a one month limit open return ticket!Then things starts getting better,

Company:Si Monyet called saying she wants to 'spontaneousely' come to London to join us
And dragged Si Kucing
Accommodation: that night itself,Si Harimau's brother is leaving for Malaysia for a week .leaving his beautiful,strategic apartment at Nothing Hill near Portobello Rd..empty!
Entertainment: we managed to get a very cheap front row ticket to watch the JERSEY BOYS!!!

JERSEY BOYS

Sheeeerry~~sheeery baby~~

WAS

Bigg giiirls doot cryy~!~

AWESOME!!!!!

Walk like a maaan~!talk like a maan~~!

Si Tikus,Si Harimu,Si Kucing n Si Monyet was so in love with Franky Valli n the Four Seasons that they literally skipped and sang all the way through the weekend.Who cares if the fellow Londoners thinks they're a bunch of insane-asian-tourist.They could'nt be bothered!~!

second day,to the LONDON ZOO!~!

Si Harimau : Ok, quiz!ape name park ni?!(pointing towards Hyde Park)
Si Kucing: Hekele,stupid question,Convent Garden laaa~~!
Si Tikus: O.M.G!~!
Si Monyet : d'u even know that Convent Garden is NOT a garden???
Si Kucing : tau la..tau2...(la sgt)..ermm..Regent's Park!
Si Tikus : O.M.G!~!
Si Harimau : u tau tak we JUST came from Regent's Park?(we were at the London Zoo 15 minutes ago)
Si Kucing: oh2..Hide Garden..Hide Garden!
Si Tikus : O.M.G!~!!!!!!

cares if u call us jakun..we want to feel like the Americans,ordering chinese on a weekend and being able to say "Chinese is here!" when the bell rangs

notice all the pictures is of us girls??muahaha,GG budget photographer ktorg la

The Most Beautiful thing i've ever seen!!!

2009-03-08T19:00:00.002Z

Nature's Greatest Event

A mighty army of dolphins, sharks, whales, seals and gannets hunt down the billions of SARDINES along South Africa's east coast each winter.

This is the sardine run: an underwater Armageddon, the greatest gathering of predators anywhere on the planet, and the most spectacular event in the world's oceans.The whole thing is like a phenomenon!!

From intimate moments of the creatures caught up in the run, to the dramatic finale of this spectacular event, The Great Tide is an action-packed feeding-frenzy, filmed underwater, on the ocean's surface, and in the air.

However, in recent years the sardine run has become less predictable, perhaps due to the warming effects of climate change. If the sardine run does not happen, the lives of the animals caught up in the drama hang in the balance.

Pioneering a unique boat stabilised camera mount for surface filming, the Nature's Great Events crew capture all the high octane action as the predators compete for sardines, filmed with aerial, underwater and above water cameras. Super slow motion cameras also capture the very moment gannets plunge into the water, hitting it at sixty miles an hour.

A violent winter storm is the trigger for the sardines to begin their desperate dash. They are followed by a super-pod of 5,000 dolphins and further up the coast more predators gather. A shoal of sardines 15 miles long is pushed into the shallows and aerial shots show thousands of sharks gathering to feed on them.

The climax to the sardine run is a spectacular feeding frenzy as the dolphins round the sardines up into balls on which all the predators feast. Gannets rain down in their thousands, sharks pile in scattering the fish and a Brydes whales lunges in taking great mouthfuls of sardines.

TO WATCH THE WHOLE DOCUMENTARY, CLICK HERE

It took Didier's team 2 years to be at the right place,at the right time.
On location for BBC Nature's Great Events Didier finds "ze sharks were too much aggressive".

Mariam rubbed her Jinx on Me

2009-03-01T17:33:00.005Z

Haish..this weekend we were supposed to go to Weston Super Mare to have a picnic on the beach.But it was canceled at the last minute due to the bad weather.So me and Fatin decided to go Ice Skating at Bristol instead.Why is it just me n Fatin?a few facts u should know about me,

I CANNOT HANDLE REJECTION
That why i :

refuse to invite people to any event that i planned unless i know they want to come.I cannot handle the feeling of rejection when the people i invited a.canceled at the last minute or b.say no or c.didnt have a good time
refuse to ask people to watch a movie that i fancy coz they might not like it and a.sleep during the film or b.made a looong face because the movie had wasted their time
refuse to ask people to travel with me after a long research and planning because a.they might not like the way i planned it or b. will start a fight because we didnt have the same interest to begin with

It just hurts too much,and i cannot handle it.hrmm...is it due to my lack of confidence?or is it just plain selfish?i wouldnt know,u be the judge of that.

We didnt get to play ice skating because the rink was full!
I found this amazing quirky book!its the Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister(from the writer of Wicked)Its about the untold story of the Cinderella's Ugly Stepsister.I know,how exciting!!I was blown away by Wicked,so i'm sure this book will not be a disappointment!I 've known about the existance of this book i've never seen them in any of the bookstores in Bath.But get this!when i opened the book,this is what i found!!...

...its not intentional,because i flipped the other copies and they were all correctly printed!How quirky!~i like!~!

Bday Mariam

2009-02-24T17:55:00.010Z

this has been the best gathering yet!!we had the best crowd!..since...last september!...u know hw i complain about how boring Bath has been~~
Made a surprise party for Mariam..siaan die..word has it(die yg bagitau) that she even cried 2 times thinking we dont want to celebrate her birthday.

pasang fireworks as a candle menyebabkan fire alarm!!

bunge api as a candle

bangge dgn banner n plan surprise die

laki gedik:sailormoon pose

pompuan gedik

played dance dance revolution

Mariam's family Jinx: Prior Park is closed on TUESDAYS!...

...so we went to Yen Sushi instead
*eyes shining*lelaki ini saaaaangat comeeeeeel!!!!*air liur meleleh*
-this is the day i made a promise to myself..to always pass through Yen Sushi after work-

blakon gile

shoe shopping for Mariam's entertainment..GG was being so positive by playing through being Mariam's photographer

The Celebration

2009-02-21T04:52:00.004Z

aaaaa!!!!!i'm so happy for my sister!!!!!!!!She finally got a job!!!!not just a job!its one of her dream job!!!She gets to be the Creative Designer plus a Photographer for this Travel magazine in Malaysia!that means that she'll get to travel anywhere the company needs her to go!!!!woi makcik!!i so proud of you!!Fiuh!~!at least one of us got what they want now...then its my turn...someday..eh?

even tough now i'm having a lot more dreams coming true happening in my life in terms of travelling n exploring,but career wise....studying maths for the rest of my life is sooo not what i had in mind.I got my results today...that is enough to make me realize even more..that this is not for me.I'm a disappointment....but i knew i couldnt do it the first place,i'm just a disappointment to the people that think i could..sorry.But hey!lighten up!its not like th end of the world~i'll try again for my 2nd sem.

Boxes...boxes..

2009-02-15T21:30:00.002Z

i want to run away
i want to close my ears
i want to recreate a 'The Village'
I hate seeing these things going on in everyone's mind
i hate being a part of it.
pleeaaseee!let me recreate 'The Village'!
or just re-plan my plan of staying in Makkah
that could work..could it?
but then again..the last time i was there..even Leonardo DiCaprio manages to make his way through the community...wallets with his face on it..Titanic keychains etc...in Makkah.
I hate how all these 'duniawi' stuff...

Materials
Fashion
Creativity
Arts
Music
Movies
Politics
Violent

... keeps making me forget...my purpose of living..

Why am i writing this out of the blue?Its because i'm sick.I'm sick of being trapped in this materialistic world.I'm sick of watching people my age trying to make something of themselves by the wrong reasons.

To be famous..
to be liked..
to be praised..
to be idolized..
to be 'unique'...
to try and express themsleves through creativity..

i know that sometimes i can be like one of them..i know that..and that is making my self sick of me....

p.s. ok2..this anger is resulted from my endless facebook-stalking-pictures of friends back in Msia n their 'new-urban' way of life.I'm actually glad that i get to spend most of my 20's NOT in Malaysia...i dnt want that 'new-urban' life...i could just watch them from my laptop 'window', analyzing.. waaaay over here.Its good to be outside that little box written 'Malaysia'.But now i have to try and get out of this bigger box...called 'Malaysians in the UK'...hmph...

A day to remember..SNOW!

2009-02-05T19:38:00.006Z

ok2,sure everyone in the UK would be posting pictures,stories of the heaviest snow in 2 decades(in whole of england)but its does seemed a bit wrong not to exaggerate the excitement and all.after all..it was a day to remember!~!the snow was pouring like there's no tomorrow!i love it!
sledging in royal cresent eenie meenie slope..with a cardboard..

our pathetic fort for a snow fight...

we did a snow sculpture of a man/woman swimming away from the shark~~susah woooo,see the goggles?walawe~kahkahkahkah

someone did a snow Loch Ness monster~

Scene II – “You’re American? Are You Sure?” (The Lounge Car)

2009-02-05T00:31:00.001Z

Location notes: the train continues en route from Budapest, Hungary, to Vienna, Austria.

Jesse: So how do you speak such good English?

Céline: I went to school for a summer in Los Angeles. (Points to table.) This fine here?

Jesse: Yeah, this is good. (They sit.)

Céline: Then I spent some time in London. How do you speak such good English?

Jesse: Me? I'm American.

Céline: You're American?

Jesse: Yeah.

Céline: Are you sure?

Jesse: (Innocently.) Yeah.

Céline: (Laughing.) No, I'm joking. I knew you were American. And of course, you don't speak any other language, right?

Jesse: (Catching on to the joke.) Yeah, yeah, I get it. So I'm the crude, dumb, vulgar American who has no culture, right? But, I tried. I took French for four years in high school. When I first got to Paris, I stood in line at the metro station. I was practicing. (Gestures with his hand to show how hard he was trying.) “Une billet, s'il vous plaît. Une billet s'il vous plait…” (One ticket please. One ticket please…) You know…

Céline: (Interrupts him, corrects his pronunciation.) UN billet.

Jesse: Un. Whatever. Un, Un. (Laughs.) Un billet s'il vous plaît, un billet s'il vous plaît, you know, and I get up there, and, uh, I look at this woman, and my mind goes completely blank. And I start saying, “Uh, listen, uh I need a ticket to get to...” you know, so anyway. (Pauses and swallows, before breaking the slience.) So, where are you headed?

Céline: Well, back to Paris. My classes start next week.

Jesse: Oh, you're still in school? Where do you go?

Céline: Yeah, La Sorbonne, you know?

Jesse: Well, sure. (Pause.) Hey, you coming from Budapest?

Céline: Yeah, I was visiting my grandmother.

Jesse: Oh. How's she?

Céline: (Laughing.) She's okay.

Jesse: She's alright?

Céline: She's fine, yeah. (Pause.) How about you? Where are you going?

Jesse: Uh, I'm going to Vienna.

Céline: Vienna? What's there?

Jesse: Uh, I have no idea. I'm flying out of there tomorrow.

Céline: Aha. You on holiday?

Jesse: Uh, ye- (Indecisive.) Uh, I don't really know what I'm on.

Céline: Okay.

Jesse: I've just been. I'm just traveling around. I've been riding the trains the past two, three weeks.

Céline: You were visiting friends, or just on your own?

Jesse: Uh, yeah. You know I had a friend in Madrid, but, umm...

Céline: Madrid? That's nice.

Jesse: Yeah, I got one of those Eurail passes, is what I did.

Céline: That's great. So, has this trip, around Europe, been good for you?

Jesse: Yeah, sure, yeah, it's been, umm...it sucked. You know...

Céline: (Laughs.) What?

Jesse: No, uh, it's had its, umm. Well, I'll tell ya, you know, sitting, you know, for weeks on end, looking out the window has actually been kinda great.

Céline: What do you mean?

Jesse: Well, you know, for instance, you have ideas that you ordinarily wouldn't have.

Céline: What kind of ideas?

Jesse: You want to hear one?

Céline: Yeah, tell me.

Jesse: Alright, uh, I had this idea, okay?

Céline: Um-hmm...

Jesse: For a television show. Some friends of mine are these cable access producers, do you know what that is, cable access? (Céline shakes her head.) Umm, I dunno...Anybody can produce a show real cheap, and they have to put it on. Right? And I have this idea for this show that would last twenty-four hours a day for a year straight, right? What you do, is you get three hundred and sixty-four people from cities all over the world, to do these twenty-four hour documents of real time, right, capturing life as it‘s lived. Um, you know, it would start with uh, a guy waking up in the morning, and, uh, you know, taking the long shower, eating a little breakfast, making a little coffee, you know, and, uh, reading the paper.

Céline: Wait, wait. All those mundane, boring things everybody has to do every day of their fucking life?

Jesse: I was going to say the poetry of day to day life, but (Celine starts laughing) you know, you say the way you say it, I'll say it the way I say it...

Céline: (Laughs.) I like that.

Jesse: No listen, think about it like this...

Céline: Who's gonna want to watch this?

Jesse: Well, alright, think about it like this. Why is it, that a dog, you know, sleeping in the sun, is so beautiful? You know, it is, it‘s beautiful, you know, but a guy, standing at a bank machine, trying to take some money out, looks like a complete moron?

Céline: So, it‘s like a National Geographic program, but on people?

Jesse: Yeah!

Céline: Hmm.

Jesse: What do you think?

Céline: Yeah, I can. (Laughs.) I can. (Laughs.) I can see it. Like twenty-four boring hours, sorry, and like a three minute sex scene, where he falls asleep right after, no?

Jesse: Yeah, you know I mean, and...I mean, that would be a GREAT episode.

Céline: Yeah.

Jesse: People would talk about that episode. I mean, you and your friends could do one in Paris, if you wanted to, I mean.

Céline: Oh, sure.

Jesse: I dunno, the key, the key (squints his eyes as if perplexed)...the thing that kind of haunts me is the distribution, you know. I mean, getting these tapes from town to town, city to city, so that the play is continuous, ‘cause it would have to play all the time, or else it just wouldn't work.

(Waiter approaches the table, hands them menus.)

Céline: Thank you.

Jesse: Thanks. (Pause, while waiter walks away. The camera begins to pan out, as his voice fades out.) You know what? Not service-oriented. It‘s just, I don't know, an observation about Europe.

(Scene fades, then returns to lounge car an unknown amount of time later.)

Céline: You know my parents have never really spoken of the possibility of my falling in love, or getting married, or having children. Even as a little girl, they wanted me to think of a future career, as a, you know, as an interior designer, or a lawyer, or something like that. I'd say to my dad, “I want to be a writer.” and he'd say, “journalist.” I'd say I wanted to have a refuge for stray cats, and he'd say, “veterinarian.” I'd say I wanted to be an actress, and he'd say, “TV newscaster.” It was this constant conversion of my fanciful ambition into these practical, money-making ventures.

Jesse: Hmm. I always had a pretty good bullshit detector when I was a kid, you know. I always knew when they were lying to me, you know? By the time I was in high school, I was dead set on listening to what everybody thought I should be doing with my life, and just kind of (shakes head, shrugs shoulders) doing just the opposite.

Céline: Mm-hmm.

Jesse: No one was ever mean about it. It‘s just, I could never get very excited about other people's ambitions for my life.

Céline: But you know what, if your parents never really fully contradict you about anything, and like are basically nice, and supportive...

Jesse: Right...

Céline: It makes it even harder to officially complain. You know, even when they're wrong, it‘s this, it‘s this passive-aggressive shit, you know what I mean, it‘s... I hate it, I really hate it.

Jesse: Well, you know, despite all that kind of bullshit that comes along with it, I remember childhood as this, you know, this magical time. I do. I remember when, uh, my mother first told me about death. My great-grandmother had just died, and my whole family had just visited them in Florida. I was about three, three and a half years old. Anyway, I was in the backyard, playing, and my sister had just taught me how to take the garden hose, and do it in such a way that, uh, (holds his hand up to demonstrate the garden hose technique) you could spray it into the sun, and you could make a rainbow. And so I was doing that, and through the mist, I could see my grandmother. And she was just standing there, smiling at me. And uh, then I held it there, for a long time, and I looked at her. And then finally, I let go of the nozzle, you know, and then I dropped the hose, and she disappeared. And so I went back inside, and I tell my parents, you know. And they, uh, sit me down give me big rap on how when people die you never see them again, and how I'd imagined it. But…I knew what I'd seen. And I was just glad that I saw that. I mean, I've never seen anything like that since. But, I don't know. It just kind of let me know how ambiguous everything was, you know, even death.

Céline: You're really lucky you can have this attitude towards death. I think I'm afraid of death twenty-four hours a day. I swear. I mean, that's why I'm in a train right now. I could have flown to Paris, but I'm too scared.

Jesse: Oh, come…

Céline: I can't help it. I can't help it. I know the statistics say na-na-na, it‘s safer, whatever. (Jesse laughs.) When I'm in a plane, I can see it. I can see the explosion, (Jesse makes an explosion sound effect) I can see me falling through the clouds, and I'm so scared of those few seconds of consciousness before you're gonna die, you know, when you know for sure you're gonna die. I can't stop thinking that way. It‘s exhausting.

Jesse: Yeah, I bet.

Céline: Really exhausting. (She looks out window and points, as the train slows down.) I think this is Vienna.

Jesse: Yeah?

Céline: You get off here, no?

Jesse: Yeah, what a drag. I wish I had met you earlier, you know, I really like talking to you.

Céline: Yeah, me too. It was really nice to meet you. (Train stops, scene fades.)

Scene I – “What Are You Reading?” (The Train)

2009-02-04T13:25:00.001Z

I just love this movie..if i can't persuade u guys to watch it..then i could at least force you to read it..this is..BEFORE SUNRISE

Location notes: the train is en route from Budapest, Hungary, to Vienna, Austria, which is usually about a three-hour journey by rail. Scene trivia: Celine is reading “Madame Edwarda; Le Mort; Histoire de l'œil” by Georges Bataille. Jesse is reading “All I Need Is Love” by Klaus Kinski (autobiography). Also, the couple that argues in German is recognized to have Austrian accents.

(We see a middle-aged couple sitting in the front of the coach car, on the left of the screen. Celine is sitting across the aisle from them, on the right of the screen, reading a book.)

Woman: Kannst Du sie bald auswendig?

(Can you tell me what is so interesting?)

Man: Es wird dich nicht interessieren, aber es steht etwas ueber dich in der Zeitung. 70,000 Frauen sind dem Alkohol verfallen. Du bist eine davon.

(It won't interest you, but there's something written about you in the newspaper. 70,000 women are addicted to alcohol. You're one of them.)

Woman: Das trifft mich ueberhaupt nicht. Wenn hier jemand dem Alkohol verfallen ist, dann bist es du. Schau dich doch mal in den Spiegel. Schaust Du Dich manchmal in den Spiegel?

(That doesn't concern me, if someone is addicted to alcohol then it's you, just look at you in the mirror, you look at yourself in the mirror sometimes?)

Man: Bei mir hat es einen Grund, ich bin mit dir verheiratet.

(I have a reason to do it, I'm married to you.)

Woman: Koenntest du diese verdammte Zeitung endlich weglegen jetzt.

(Put the damn newspaper away already!)

Man: Das mach ich jetzt seit 15 jahren. Koenntest du mir den Gefallen tun und mich endlich in Ruhe lassen.

(I'm doing this since 15 years now, could you do me a favor and just leave me alone?)

(Jesse appears on camera briefly for the first time.)

Woman: Ich lass dich so gern in Ruhe, aber ich hab einen Vorschlag. Du lasst mich auch in Ruhe. Ich hab einen wunderbaren Vorschlag, du ziehst zu deiner Mutter und du kannst alle deine Kochbuecher mitnehmen.

(I'll gladly let you alone, I suggest you let me alone too. I have a great suggestion, you move to your mother and take all your cookbooks with you.)

Man: Das ist ein wunderbarer Vorschlag, den unterbreitest du mir ungefaehr zwei mal im Monat.

(That's a wonderful suggestion, you bug me with that about twice a month.)

(She slaps his newspaper down, and out of his hands, then grabs the paper.)

War das jetzt wirklich notwendig? War das notwendig?

(Was that now really necessary? Was that necessary?)

(Disturbed by the couple’s fighting, Céline stands up, takes her bag from the overhead rack, and moves to another seat about halfway toward the back of the car. As she settles into her new seat, she looks across the aisle at Jesse. He looks back. She looks at Jesse one more time after picking up her book.)

Man: Geh zu deiner Mutter.

(Go back to your mother.)

Man: “Geh zu deiner Mutter zurueck,” ich kann es nicht mehr hoeren. immer das Gleiche . immer das Gleiche. Ich kann es nicht mehr hoeren.

(“Go back to your mother,” I can’t take it anymore. Always the same. Always the same. I can’t take it anymore.)

Woman: Das ist so langweilig!

(This is so boring!)

Man: Ja, du bist langweilig!

(Yes, you’re boring!)

Woman: Ja, du auch.

(Yes, you too.)

Man: Ich kann doch diese Wohnung nicht dem Chaos preisgeben.

(I cannot expose this apartment to that Chaos)

Woman: Das Chaos ist alleinschon deine Sache. Ich behalte...Ich kann’s nicht behalten, die Katzen.

(The Chaos is just your thing. I keep…I can’t keep it, the cats)

Man: Apropos Katzen.

(Appropriate, the cats.)

Woman: Ja?

(Yes?)

Man: Wieder vergessen!

(Again forgot it!)

Woman: Wer hat das Sheba nicht gekauft? DU hast das nicht gekauft! Ich geh' jetzt in den Speisewagen. Nimm das Geld mit.

(Who didn’t buy the ***Sheba? YOU haven’t bought it! I’m going now in the lounge car. Take the money with you)

Man: Jetz' bleib doch einen Augenblick.

(Now, just stay for a moment.)

Woman: Ich moechte nicht, dass du mit mir kommst.

(I don’t want that you are coming with me.)

Man: Wart' doch einen Augenblick.

(Wait a moment.)

Woman: Wie geht diese scheiss Tuer auf?!

(How do I open this fucking door?)

(Céline looks up from book, disturbed. She moves to another seat, across from Jesse. They glance over at each other. The woman who was arguing with her husband leaves the car, walking down the aisle with her husband following her between Jesse and Celine. They look at each other, smile then Céline looks away.)

Jesse: (Still looking in Celine’s direction.) Do you have any idea what they were arguing about? (Points toward the exit.)

Céline: (Glances up at him, looks over.)

Jesse: Do you…do you speak English?

Céline: Yeah. No, I'm sorry, my German is not very good. (Jesse leans back, disappointed. Celine pauses for a second, then continues.) Have you ever heard that as couples get older, they lose their ability to hear each other?

Jesse: No.

Céline: Well, supposedly, men lose the ability to hear higher-pitched sounds, and women eventually lose hearing in the low end. I guess they sort of nullify each other, or something.

Jesse: I guess. Nature's way of allowing couples to grow old together without killing each other. (Céline smiles, small laugh, turns away.) What are you reading? (She shows him.) Oh, yeah.

Céline: How bout you?

Jesse: Umm. (Looks down, then laughs as he shows her, and she smiles.)

(Couple returns to car, still arguing, albeit a lot calmer.)

Woman: Typisch! Sind ihre? Wirklich so gehuepft, dass du sie dauernd anstarren musst?

(Can you tell me why you were always staring at her?)

Man: Vergiss es.

(Forget it.)

Jesse: Look, I was thinking about going to the lounge car sometime soon. Would you like to come with me?

Céline: (Nods.) Yeah.

Jesse: Okay.

(*** Scene trivia: “Sheba” is a brand of cat food.)

(They get up and leave the coach car. Jesse “punches” the automated door mechanism as they enter the lounge car.)

to be continued.....

FREE from my MISTAKES

2009-01-24T23:23:00.006Z

exams finish
How do i celebrate??
.
.
by watching endless HINDUSTAN movies~~!~!
yea..yea..i know..
its been a while~~
kan?
kan?
dont tell me none of you feels the same?
dont tell me u never missed watching Shah Rukh Khan crying but still keep his machoness?
dont tell me you never missed Kajol's girl next door smile?
don't tell me u never missed the joyous dance choreography?
the 'aaaa~~aaa~~~aaaa~~~" sound of the same voice opening every 'guling2' scene?
the endless change of scenery like flipping over a National Geographic magz?
haishh...
haishh...
Hindustan is in the air~~~
hahahaha~!!
(if ur thinking "what a freakin loser la this minah?" , well think again!~!)
hahahahaa!~
coz i'm not alone in this.
i have my entourage.
Kamilah
Mariam
Fatin
n
.
.
Beng!
(saje nak masukkan Beng..kahkahkah!nak tgk die bace tak blog ni)

aaaanyways
its been a while since we had a girl's night out...or day even
our night were filled with
+5 kiddish board games,UNO,junk food aaand..hindustani.kahkahkah

Nasib Baik(ke?)Nasib Malang?

2009-01-19T12:14:00.004Z

Pagi Isnin..
Exam MA2009: ORDINARY DIFFERENTIAL EQUAtns & CONTROL pkol 1pm ni
slept at 3am last night
Woke up early at 6
Planned to go to the Library for some revision
But outside was too cold..
Decided to stay in instead
Taking my time~~
la la la~~
read back all the notes~
But then..9:26 am changed EVERYTHING!

Peiru called me asking where i am
I said : at home off course
Peiru: The paper is at 9.30am!!!

OW
MY
GAWD!!!

wanted to take the taxi..but i have no CASH!
went out dgn baju tidoq nye!
and saw the Orange Bus pass by!
No!
No!
No!

but naseb baek another bus came 3 minutes later
naseb baek i was only 15minutes late!
(after 30min they wont allow u in)
naseb baek Peiru called!!!
naseb baek rumah baru dekat dengan bus stand!!
naseb baek i didnt go blank because of the panic!
naseb baek the paper is answerable!

Peiru told me that she actually called me because she wants to return my DVD
Her exam was not even at the same place as mine!
NASEB BAEK PEIRU CALLED!!!!

fiuh....naseb baek...

(siap main dgn webcam lagi before Peiru called)
p.s. is it me..or is all this 'malang' thing happened to me on ....MONDAYS??!!

2009-01-13T03:14:00.003Z

have u ever had a dream...
dreaming that you're out in public..doing your usual daily routine..than suddenly u realized ur not wearing anything??

welll....i had a similar dream this morning

*The Dream*
It was a Monday..
..Garbage Day
woke up late and forgot that i had'nt put the garbage bag out
I quickly put on my scarf and start tying the plastic tight.
took the house keys..
and went out
I see only empty pavements outside the door
Damn..
The truck had come
But then again...it just passed and is now parking at the far end of the street.
I quickly ran to the truck thinking i could make it
It was a windy morning
I was more than halfway through
The garbage men looked my way and smiled...then said something to his friend..which then glanced my way..and smiled..
they had this weird smile on their face..i could'nt guess what it was
I noticed some passers by were looking too..
Then suddenly i felt the cold wind touching my skin..
eh wait..skin?
Hrmm..thats weird?
Then i looked down

ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZEEEEMM!!

all my pajama buttons was detached!!
my bare belly n b** was showing like a Victoria's Secret's Runaway!!!
I tried to close the buttons back but i can't!
The wind was too strong!
I quickly hold the two ends of my pajama together to hide some skin.
Threw the blasted garbage into the pile
and ran away back to my apartment as fast as i can!
******

Fiuhhh..its a good thing that this was just a dream...
*blinking*
*blinking*
*blinking*

ok!
ok!
ok!

IT WAS NOOOTTT A DREAM!!!!
.
.
.
tsk...i sooo wish it was...

Exams really gets me

2009-01-08T23:51:00.003Z

"Work with people who enjoy Problems. Teach Maths"
- UK Government advert

"There's no point in staring long hours into space,you wont find the limit of the sequence this way"
-A Book in Sequense and Limits

I have run out of paper, so that will have to be the end of the argument.
Never argue with a mathematician.

-Martin Reed(Head of Dep. in Maths)

Imagine you are sitting in a pub, drinking your beer, when a man comes up to you and asks, "Ok, you clever second year mathematician, does this sequence converge?"
Who would have thought that Cauchy sequences would be so useful in real life?

Even the first years can do that! It's a good thing they don't know about this.
We wouldn't want those freshers discovering they can actually do mathematics, now, would we?

If any of those inequalities fail, then I'm doomed.
Analysis is a dangerous game.

Here is a Depressing Example...
He actually wrote the heading Depressing Example on the blackboard.

"If we're feeling macho, in a kind of nerdy mathematical way, we can do this... "

-Prof Fran Burstall

"We both study maths, there's no point pretending to be cool"
- A Guy Sitting Next To Me in Lecture

"Mathematics is thankfully consistant"
- David Calderbank

"And that proof is a pain in the ass... "

"I don't know how to count"
- Udo Hertrich-Jeromin (Sequence and Series Lecture)--*that makes the two of us*

That's not very cool.
When discussing Newton's Law of Cooling...

-Dr. Hartmut(Mathematical Model n Fluids)

You should be sending text messages telling people this, it's such a fantastic observation.

On the nature of balls in the discrete metric space

-Proff John Toland

"Is it me..or am i beginning to be more of a mathematician..just because i get these academical jokes?"
-Hajare Macho

2009-01-08T23:04:00.004Z

**brRrRrRRRrrrrr~~~~!~~*
Its cccccc...cccooooolldd!~~
Its sooo cold..i actually have to put on my 'head gear' in the house~hahahaha..kidding~Chem's hubby is in the house so i 'put ma wig on~'

*study?*
ye...
*study*
*like hell?*
ye...
*like hell*
*pressure?*
ye...
*pressure*
*resume studying?*
ye...
.
.
.
.
eh...
*tak*

hahahaha~!

*blogging la fool*
ok
ok
.
.
.
.
*r.e.s.u.m.e s.t.u.d.y.i.n.g*

You are what ur GAS says you are

2009-01-07T01:26:00.001Z

what type of person r u?

1. Orang TIDAK JUJUR
Orang yang kalau kentut lalu menyalahkan orang lain.

2. Orang BINGUNG
Orang yang menahan kentutnya sampai berjam-jam.

3. Orang BERWAWASAN 2020
Orang yang tahu masa yang terbaik untuk kentut.

4. Orang SENGSARA
Orang yang ingin kentut tapi tidak boleh kentut.

5. Orang MISTERIUS
Orang yang kalau kentut, orang lain tidak ada yang tahu.

6. Orang GUGUP
Orang yang tiba-tiba terkentut bila di sergah.

7. Orang yang PERCAYA DIRI SENDIRI
Orang yang melepaskan kentutnya dengan bunyi yang amat lantang

8. Orang SADIS
Orang yang kentut di dalam selimut ketika di ranjang terus dikibaskan baunya.

9. Orang PEMALU
Orang yang kentut tidak bunyi tapi gusar orang terbau kentutnya.’

10. Orang yang STRATEGIK
Orang yang menyembunyikan kentutnya dengan tertawa terbahak-bahak biar orang lain tidak dapat mendengar bunyi kentutnya.

11. Orang b*d*h
Orang yang kalau habis kentut menghirup nafas untuk mengganti angin kentutnya yang sudah keluar.

12. Orang PELIK
Orang yang boleh mengeluarkan kentut apabila di suruh

13. Orang SOMBONG
Orang yang sering mencium kentutnya sendiri dan bercerita akan keharuman kentutnya.

14. Orang RAMAH
Orang yang tidak kisah mencium kentut orang lain.

15. Orang yang tidak senang BERGAUL
Orang yang suka kentut bila berkumpul dengan teman-teman.

16. Orang AKUATIK
Orang kalau gemar dikentutnya di dalam air

17. Orang ATLETIK
Orang kalau kentut sambil mengeluarkan tenaga dalam.

18. Orang JUJUR
Orang yang mengaku kalau habis kentut

19. Orang PINTAR
Orang yang boleh menghurai kandungan bau kentut orang lain seperti bau telur atau buah durian.

20. Orang KELAKAR
Orang yang bila ketawa sambil kentut

21. Orang yang ROMANTIK
Orang yang kentut bunyinya mendayu dan berirama merdu ketika sedang berdating

22. Orang yang TIDAK SIHAT
Orang yang bila batuk dia akan terkentut

23. Orang yang PANAS BARAN
Orang yang mudah marah bila terbau kentut walaupun kentutnya sendiri

24. Orang yang PELUPA
Orang yang tertanya-tanya bila terbau kentut padahal dia sendiri yang kentut

can i say mine as...all of the above...muahahahaah!~

Pure Macho

2009-01-03T20:19:00.005Z

I would'nt know if he's a good singer..
.
.
i'm too busy going *gaga!!* over his MACHO-NESS!!
.
.
no one can look sooo good as he did with that 'rempit' style
.
.
but Zharif just have to mess it up by saying

"gaayaaah cukoopp"

la la la la~~~

i still think he's super macho

just look at his style..haish...its not what u wear..its how u wear it kan Dima Bilan?

Hahahahah

look at the smile??haish...haish..

don't care if this post makes me look cheap

no one's agreeing with my taste in men
.
.
hmmm..

i'll need to make more Russian friends then..;p

*i'm sticking to celebrity crush to appear like i 'have' a life*

The Coincident + Yuna

2008-12-21T19:49:00.005Z

Yesterday was like a wakeup call.I haven't been feeling the spark yet since i got here last October.Something was missing.I can't get a hold on what it was...until...i went into the 'Travel Book Shop'!!!I've been holding myself back from planning on places for me t0 explore.I need to focus...remember?focus to get that 'ideal grade'.Aaaanyways.I opened a booked called "Places to go for a Walk". Tons of ideas are rushing in through my head.Where to go...whats the budget's gonna be ..when to go and stuff like that.Fuuuuuh.My adrenaline was pumping high!I feel alive again!But then i have to stop before it gets worse.Exams are coming in 4 weeks time.Need to focus a little bit more.Then i can get my travel plan penned.

But that small thought made a huge change on how i feel.I seriously felt that there is a purpose why i'm in the UK again.can't wait to start planning.

But my day did'nt end with just the tiny adrenaline coming from a travel book.Me and Zharif spent the day at Portobello Market.I can't believe i've been totally ignorant of this place!ruugiii tak bawak nadiah skali mase die ade.The Market was fantastic!i could just live there!spotted some things i'd like to buy once i get my salary.

The real reason i went down to London is to watch Yuna perform.I kind of 'discovered' her from Kamilah last Spring.She gave me the link to Yuna's myspace
and fell in love with her voice immediately.Her songs are the kind of song that i could hear without getting annoyed after a few months.Just like Corrine Bailey Rae's.

aaanyways..on my way there..bole plak terserempak dgn Amir,a friend of mine from primary school studying in the US.Kind of weird because i just facebooked him telling that i'm not coming to London..but i did...hahaha~sory Amir~

Then went to MSD to use their toilet.I usually don't acknowledge my surroundings if i'm nervous.I would just blindly go in and out without making any eye contact with anyone.But on my way out...i have a feeling that someone was watching over me.(biar aku prasan sket bole?dah lame tak rase prasan)He was looking from the window that can be viewed from outside.Me....like always..were'nt wearing any glasses...hence couldnt recognize him at first sight.rupeeenyeeee dieeee~(sorry..cannot put any names..hahaha...Dzaquan tau kot). Aaa..he's nothing big...i just had a lil innocent crush on him je.Nothing much.I can't afford to have 'much' more than a crush in my life...

After Yuna's gig...which i enjoyed so much..but didnt get a chance to buy her CD's...;(( .What i like about her is that although she's feeling nervous going on that stage with an audience's sitting arrangements that looks like a lecture session(its awkward really...its supposed to be a gig...the whole place looks like a conference or something...haish..takpela..first time diorg host bebende camni..) She starts to blabber about things at the microphone.hahaha..but she has this star quality..and that is..to appear/be like-able on stage.Looks genuine.Me and Zharif just loovee the bulan song.(Dan Sebenarnya)

yunas songs
Didnt get a picture with her though...ego man...ego...hahaha..i just dont like to pose...thats all..;P

oh2!!!yang laaaagi beeest!!after the show..i wanted to waste some time till my bus departs at 11pm.So i dragged Zharif to MSD for some drink. I was 'chillin' when a guy came into the room with a cool hat on his head.And at that moment i though "cool hat..bukannye smorg bole pull it off with that kind of hat". But i only get to see his back.But that was just a thought that was only there for 5 seconds.Then i noticed the the guy sat at a table behind us.I was talking to Zharif and saw Zharif's eyes trailing him(tp die tak ngaku).So i asked him

"sape tu?ko knal ke?"

Then suddenly i felt as if he was coming towards us.

"sah Zharif knal la tu"

but something unexpected happened instead.

"Hajar?" die kate
I'm like...

"aah?me?"

SKAAAALII!AFIQQQQQ!!!????WTH?????

hahahahaa..sorry for cursing.but seriously kan Afiq?WTH???Si Afiq ni...i've been bumping into him for like..forever!ok2...this was the 3rd time actually.And he kept on repeating

"Due kali terserempak tu ok lagi..ni kali ketige??pelik kan?"

Ok2..its like this....Earlier this year kot..i got a smile from his Friendster.And we started talking on Friendster..that leads to adding each other on YM.But then thats it.Takde la borak banyak sgt kan?But few weeks after that..while i was working in the Booth at Parade Gardens...He suddenly main chak2 cakap
"hajar!"
And at that time..i'm like..
"huh?sape ni?"
tp skejap je la..tak sampai satu saat..tetibe i said
"Afiq?"
and dedue was like "eh??camne leh teringat name?"
Thats another unsolved mystery for me.
But we didnt talk much and that was it.

Theeenn..second encounter was at the Nottingham Games.Tu no surpise sgt la coz 'everyone' meets 'everyone' dkt Notts Game..coz thats the time when every Malaysian gather.
Mase tu cakap banyak sket la.And then said our goodbyes...and thats it..again

But now???3rd time???can i call u Mr Stalker?and u can call me Mrs Stalker to be fair.hahhaha.

and best la plak.dah lame tak berdrama mcm ni.Jeles Zharif.muahahaha~!Come to think about it...i've got lots of good drama going on in my life..and i've always taken it for granted.I'll try to appreciate them more next time.A lot of things happen to me while travelling..and i've got lots of stories to tell.But i dont know why i've never manage to write them all in my blog.Maybe some stories are better told face to face..brings out the real emotion of that time.

Hari Cuti yg KENE release TENSION

2008-12-11T00:15:00.004Z

Why Am i TOOOO LAZY to BLOG???

probably coz its the same old song at this time of the year;Repetition is what i despise most!
i...h.a.v.e n.o.t.h.i.n.g t.o. s.a.y a.b.o.u.t. t.h.e r.e.a.l w.o.r.l.d!
or...u know hw the stereotypes goes right?U will always find urself blogging when u have a problem...but when ur happy n content with ur life...its kind of pointless to share it to the world n wait for ppl to comment on em...so...does that makes me...happy n content at my current state?
NO!it makes me BOOORRRIIING!
i hate blogging as if i'm writing in a diary..its NOT a diary!This is a blog!where you...hrmm..you do what actually??...ok2...lets just say..its the place where you share your point of view...for now..
I hate to blog a post that looks like an essay that ur supposed to submit by the end of a term.I want to put some audio visual.....but to do that..i need to 'actually' take pictures...and..actually 'do something'.
i'm not doing anything..
i've lost my inspiration..i used to read Dzaquan's blog and liked the influence her blog gave me...and that gave me some inspiration on what to post next..arrgh!~rindu Dzaquan!!~!
maybe..my emotion are officially..numbed....

Went to Bristol with these two freaks ...gay giler

oh oh..pluss!i was officially been granted to proceed with my repeat year!thanks to my MOM and my aunty Mak'a!!thanks!!but what i dont get is...why is she saying this?

Ratina: "Sharifah Hajar tu kaki jalan!"
.

i'm not depressed or sad...i'm just numbed

Can u hear me say...Kaching???$$$$$

2008-12-01T22:58:00.002Z

$$$$$$
What did i tell u?
u'll hear from me once my salary's paid off?
The whole world would hear me sing ...
"Money"
" money "
"money"
"..must be funny..in this big man's world"
Buuuut nooooo...
do u see me dancing in my 'new coat'?
do u see me walking in my 'new boots'?
biiigg
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and why oh why is that u may ask??
coz they freakin UNDERPAID me!!
FIVE whole weeks of slavery??
and just a lousy 500 quid??
.
.
.
testing my 'almahdaly' temper they are..
u aint see the last of meeee!

ANGRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

2008-11-28T01:58:00.002Z

I COULDNT EVEN TYPE IT OUT!!!!THATS HOW ANGRY I AM!!!!

Date:	Thu, 27 Nov 2008 16:59:29 +0000 [27/11/2008 16:59:29 GMT]
From:	Martin Reed
To:	shsa20@bath.ac.uk
Reply-To:	m.b.reed@bath.ac.uk
Subject:	Re: Resiting papers
Headers:	Show All Headers

Dear Hajar,

We have just received an email from your sponsor: Miss Sharifah Ratina Syed Abdul Rahman
from the Scholarship Division, Ministry of Education Malaysia. She writes that you should
complete your degree within three years, even if that means that you take a BSc Ordinary
degree programme. I thought that you had received permission from them to repeat the
second year. Can you please contact them to clarify that you are
repeating second-year exams without attendance? I'll reply to them to say that you will
be in touch with them.

Martin

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Dr MB Reed Director of Teaching
Dept of Mathematical Sciences
University of Bath
Maths StudentZone: http://bit.ly/studentzone

Assoc Editor, Int J Computer Mathematics

DO YOU SEE WHAT I'M DEALING WITH??????WHY THE HECK ISN'T SHE ANSWERING HER BLOOODY PHONE!!!AND WHY AFTER ALL THIS TIME SHE DIDNT EVEN CONTACT ME OR MAKE A DECISION ABOUT THIS BEFORE IT WAS TOO LATE???WHY ISN'T SHE ANSWERING HER BLOODY PHONE!!!!WHY DID SHE CONTACT MY HEAD OF DEPARTMENT AND NOT ME??!!!IS HE THE ONE'S WHO'S GONNA SIT FOR THE EXAM THIS JANUARY???WHY ISN'T SHE ANSWERING HER BLOODY PHONE!!!!!WHAT AM I SUPPOSSED TO DO IF I AM TO CONTINUE WITH 3RD YEAR???I HAVENT BEEN TO THE LECTURES SINCE DAY ONE!!!!WHY ISN'T SHE ANSWERING HER BLOODY PHONE!!!!HOW DARE SHE COME OUT OF THE BLUE AND DECIDE MY FATE AS IF ITS JUST A GAME!!!ANSER MY EMAILS U BLOODY WOMAN!!!PICK UP YOUR PHONE!!!!!!!!!

Funny names...

2008-11-26T23:08:00.003Z

U know that i'm currently working at Hilton Bath as a Room Attendent aight?Every day i'll be given a list of rooms that i'll have to either

Check Out-->means clean the whole room as if its never been used before
Stay On-->clean the rooms of ppl thats still staying there
Strip--->strip the bed sheets of ppl thats still staying there
and bla bla bla

We have these extra useless info's in the list as well.Things like..the number of guest in there...the dates they're coming n and out...and the best..their REAL names and surnames.These are the names i've occurred through out the few weeks i've been there

Kari Kari
Coach Driver
Holly Wood
Hush Hush
John Doe

other than that..my chemical cleaning bucket is missing ....such a dull working environment i have...and i'm ACTUALLY updating my blog posts with...'updates on my work drama'..damn

Mr.Curiosity

2008-11-22T15:11:00.001Z

.i came across this song from my Jason Mraz playlist.Absolutely love em~MR.CURIOSITY (but he curiously sounds like...a women..)

Mr.Curiosity - Jason Mraz
Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you
Are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it's heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip
Call it mystery or anything
Just as long as you'd call me
I sent the message on did you get it when I left it
See this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm
But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Love is a mystery
Mr. Curious...

Come back to me
Mr. waiting ever patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
Mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
And love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Be Mr. please
Do come and find me, oh
Find, find me, find me

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Trying not to ask why
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. curiosity
Be Mr. please
Do come and find me

Love is blinding when the timing's never right
Oh who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in just an instant
Well I dont mind, at least I've tried
And I tried, I tried...

Arggh~bring me the Juice!~!

2008-11-21T14:29:00.001Z

why haven't i been updating my blog u said?

nothing...really exciting ever happens anymore.or is it that...i'm not that exciting anymore?haish...i tried not to let my needs conquer me most of the time.And try to focus on the more...important things.and that is..working...gain money..and study.No more spontaneous activities..

no more spontaneous activities

no more spontaneous activities

no more spontaneous activities!!!~!

now i know..how BORING a responsible life could be!

but it doesnt mean i didnt have a great time

catching up with Edwanisasi??<--pinjam ayat ko sat eh
gossiping about our school friends
went to the Christmas Market neat London Eye
discovered a new port to waste my time the next time i'm in London -->BFI free movie viewing Mediatheque
went to that 'special' interview.<--didnt really go well..too many better applicants...i'm just an amature..or a dreamer...
for the first time...explored Harrods

for now...

2008-11-14T19:07:00.001Z

Not singin' in the rain?~

2008-11-13T12:10:00.004Z

Hmph....let me elaborate why i put the status " not singin' in the rain" . singing in the rain part is because i just came to an exciting but sadly...out to date news...that George Sampson actually won the British Got talent contest..hmph...how lame was i?Totally love his performance on Singing in the Rain.

ok..the 'not' part is because i just came from Chemy+Mary's House to get some supplies for me to do some roti jala-ing~(i'ts my day off working today..and kinda feel like being very ambitious in the kitchen)....in the RAIN!dag namit!why does it have to rain on my day off??argh!and i was wearing sandals with stockings for god's sake!my socks are wet,my toes are freezing!i can't see a thing with my wet glasses on neither if its off!then to top all of that...i got *SPALSHED* badly by some 'delivery lorry' on my way home.Totally wet....

ok...fiiuuh...now thats out f my chest...hahahha..now i can write about the one day in Nottingham.To make it less boring..i'll just sum them all up in points

arrive at a perfect timing(unlike last year).but we still have to wait 15minutes for the door to be open..at least this time..with company~
Got to meet Linda!you can imagine how loud we were when we saw each other..hahaha~(i blame this all to Linda..muahaha)
We(the netballerz team) actually managed to give a GREAT PERFORMANCE! we didnt suck at all!hahaha!~aaand...i'm getting the hang of playing netball...its not that bad my fellow macho-ians.hahahah
But didnt really win...sipi2 je.won 2 out of 5 games and the other 3 were all lost by one mark.
Met with HAYATI!!!!!damn!its been a looooooooong time since i met her.Although its odd coz ppl assume that both of us are studying in the UK,should,really..at least meet once~!Had a good catch up session with her.Really hoped we talked longer...hmph...
Had a fun with Norehan n Asma~
oh2 and bumped into Afiq..again!~ we... dont...actually know each other in the 'old friend' context kind of way.Kinda had a series of bumping coincidence with him.Odd...very odd indeed.But at least this time we managed to have a proper conversation eih Afiq?hahaha.
Got to see basketball in action again~those cool dudes are really at it~
oooh!and 'we',Team Bath 'actually' won something!Suba won a silver in badminton singles!yay Suba-power!hahaha.
And through out the end baaaru terjumpe Lina!~!
but although i didnt manage to make new acquaintance(i.e meet single 'syed' guys..)but it doesnt really frustrated me as much as i think it would.hahaha.

Kehidupan setelah Berkerjaya??

2008-11-07T18:17:00.005Z

haish..sorry ppl...i'm too lazy to edit n post the posts that i promise to..erm..post(ok..i'll try not to use the same ol- same word over and over again...daangg!)

But yeah...after i started working in Hilton..i couldnt help but feeling like J-lo in Maid in Manhattan..minus the 10yr old kid...minus the handsome guy...but the 'butt' is still J-lo's*i wiiishh*

But its almost exactly the same situation.The lower class housekeeping girls don't really interact with the..higher class white colared ppl.It does feel a bit weird to not talk to ppl...just because we dont work at the same level of the hierarchy.And apparently,there's a lot..and i mean..a lot of Polish ppl that dont speak any english working there.So..i end up...not talking to anyone~.haish...but in a way..i kind a like it,coz that means i dont have to think of what to say everyday..and i could just get on with my work peacefully.

Pluss my supervisor is using me to the fullest.last month there's 6 ppl that quits out of the blue ..so they're a bit short in staff...thats why i'm working 5 days a week.bz bz bz~

But i'm currently trying to find a 2nd job thats a bit more meaningful than this one.I had an interview last Tuesday as a receptionist at the new university accommodation Woodland Court and had another interview this morning at Royal Mail as a Christmas Casual.

Ok2...enough about working...Tommorow i'm going to Notts.But no...unlike last year... i didnt loose my 'Mojo' today.hrmm..i wonder if thats gonna effect anything on how my trip'll turn out?I hope it wont be boring.I've got mix feelings.I really want to meet my friends...but at the same time...i really dont...its tiring to make...small talks.unless its a really2 good friend of mine.

aaaah!Reeeaddaaah je laa!~!what else is there to do on Saturday??The worst thing that could happen is to have NOBODY talking to you.Too fun would also make me lupe diri.So yeah...be sederhana.

GO KESEDERHANAAN!!

till tommorow's post....

Getting Serious about a Boy-Girl relationship in Islam

2008-11-01T12:46:00.003Z

My very dear young Muslim brothers and sisters I have something of extreme importance to talk to you about. I want to tell you some things about boy-girl relationships, sex, and marriage. I know these are very personal and delicate matters for discussion, but given how essential they are to your life, to the whole Muslim Ummah, and to the future of Islam as our way of life these are matters we must discuss. In Islam it has been made very clear as to what is acceptable and what is not acceptable between males and females who are not married to each other, so if all was going well in this critical area of life I wouldn’t need to say anything; but, all is not going well.

From what I have been reading, from what parents have been telling me, and from what has been confirmed in discussions with many young Muslim brothers and sisters from countries all across the world it has become clear that more and more young Muslims are not following the guidelines for relationships between boys and girls so clearly set out in Islam. What Islam says is right is easy to remember because we are told that before marriage there is to be virtually no contact at all between males and females. In today’s world, while still a minority, an increasing number of young Muslims are having relationships with members of the opposite sex that are clearly outside the limits set by Islam. These relationships beyond the limits of Islam range from seemingly innocent friendships, to boyfriend-girlfriend relationships, all the way to the complete sexual relationship that has been made right by Allah only for those who are married to each other.

Tough Times for Young Muslims

Most young Muslims in the world today have been heavily influenced by a highly sexualized society around them which says, “Look at the many Western teens or non-Muslim teens in Islamic nations who know no rules except to experience as much pleasure as possible, and who don’t worry about the consequences.” It would be virtually impossible as a young Muslim teen to see the many hundreds of times when unmarried teens are portrayed as boyfriends and girlfriends enjoying the pleasures of sex in movies, songs, and stories from the entertainment of the Western world without having the thought cross your mind something like, “Hey, that looks like fun, if they are doing it why shouldn’t I do it too.” Well, I would like to make sure you know what comes along with what has been called “free sex,” because it turns out that sex isn’t free after all, and the cost is going to probably be much more than you would be willing to pay – if you knew what the true cost was.

First, what are the benefits?

Well,
you might get a relationship with member of the opposite sex that could take away some of the personal loneliness so common in today’s world;
you might get to be seen by your peers (if they don’t know better) as someone who is modern and cool;
you might feel you are breaking out of restrictions imposed on you by a religion and culture that you didn’t choose for yourself;
you might feel not left out if many others around you are doing the same thing;
it might make you feel better about yourself knowing someone ‘really’ likes you;
and, of course there is the obvious fun and physical pleasure that naturally comes from experiencing the various aspects of the intimate and sexual relationship.

Some of those benefits result in the fulfillment of natural human desires, even if done wrongfully; but, some of those so-called benefits have been conditioned into your thinking against your will by the wrongful influences of the secular materialist society that exists outside the Muslim Ummah. If you ever find yourself experiencing envy of the ‘freedom’ and the lifestyle of the American teens as portrayed in the media please ask yourself this question and answer it honestly.

“Who do you think is better equipped to make decisions about what is a right way to live, the average American teen who has never even heard of Allah and Islam, or you who are a Muslim teen who has been Blessed with the opportunity to at least know of Allah’s existence and to understand a little bit about the Islam He gave us as the right way of life?"

If you don’t know that you are much better qualified than the average godless, pleasure seeking American teen to know right from wrong then you had better start using that wonderful brain Allah put in your head a little better.

The Real Price of a Kiss

We will start with one of the really ugly costs, disease. Promiscuity (sleeping around) can lead to a wide range of very nasty diseases. The effects of these diseases can go from simple pain and discomfort, to disfigurement, to other lifelong diseases such as cancer, to the inability to have children, and even to painful lingering death. For example, did you know that females who have slept with three or more people over a lifetime are 15 times more likely to get cervical cancer than those who didn’t? Weigh these facts highly as you make decisions about relationships before marriage.

Another cost is divorce. In Islam it is expected a married couple will stay married forever and enjoy their family life till they die. This is the way Allah wants it to be for our greatest happiness. The reality is that couples who engage in sex before marriage are many times more likely to divorce.

This is a sad cost, adultery. The more relationships you have before marriage, the more likely you are to commit adultery after marriage, and so is the person you marry. No good marriage can tolerate adultery, adultery is certain to cause great unhappiness to the married couple and to destroy the good family life necessary for the development of a right society. But, isn't it logical that if you don't follow the rules about having sex before marriage that you are not very likely to follow the rules about having sex after marriage.

Many young Muslim girls never expected such things as unwed motherhood, unwanted children, and abortion to enter their lives, but those terrible things do sometimes happen when you have wrong relationships; they happen much more often than anyone wants to admit. Unwed pregnancy, how would you like to tell your parents about this one? Even worse, you would be bringing a child into the world and this child may be very unwanted, are you going to be able to care for this child and the sacred soul Allah has placed within that child? Or what about an abortion, not only is that likely to be committing a great sin, but you would be killing a new human being growing within you. Does it make you feel sad to think about this?

Here are some depressing statistics about suicide. Sexually active boys are more than twice as likely to have depression and almost ten times more likely to attempt suicide than boys who wait until marriage. Teenage girls who have premarital sex are three times more likely to have depression than girls who aren't sexually active. Also, teenage girls who are sexually active are about three times more likely to attempt suicide than those who aren't sexually active. See what I mean about being depressing?

You could end up being a (well I won’t say that word), let’s just say you could end up being very promiscuous. What did you expect? The decision to have sex the first time is probably the hardest, but once you have done it I’m sure it must get easier to do the second time, and third, and forth, and so on until you are no longer counting. Oh please don’t get to that point. By the way, know for sure what I am saying here applies to boys just as much as to girls. Islam is about equality and boys and girls are most definitely equally responsible to keep themselves away from wrong relationships and pure for marriage.

So you only did it because you were totally sure you were going to marry him or her, so why wait. Too bad; statistics show people who have sex with each other before marriage usually don’t end up marrying each other.(this is exactly whats going on in the mind of most young malays )

Some people believe that you have to have lots of practice to get good at sex and if you are not already good at sex before you marry you will have a second rate love life when married. Well, contrary to that popular belief, studies show those who do choose to wait for sex until marriage are not doomed to a second-class sex life at all. Instead they usually have significantly higher levels of sexual satisfaction and marital contentment. I guess nothing is so romantic and erotic as having a marriage partner who has never experienced those most intimate moments with anyone but you. Seems reasonable to me!

Some people say sex isn’t really a big deal; people just make a big deal about it. They would say that having a ‘wrong’ sexual relationship isn’t a very wrong thing to do, if wrong at all it is just a tiny wrong. Well personally I trust the word of Allah not the opinion of some teen boy or girl with highly active hormones affecting their judgment. This is what Allah has to say about fornication (the technically correct name for illegal sexual intercourse).

“Those who invoke not, with Allah, any other god, nor slay such life as God has made sacred, except for just cause, nor commit fornication; and any that does this (not only) meets punishment (but) the Penalty on the Day of Judgment will be doubled to him, and he will dwell therein in ignominy.”
(Al-Furqan, 25:68-69).

In this verse from the Qur’an, the sin of fornication is given its seriousness by being ranked as follows: the most major sin of all is associating partners with Allah Most High (shirk); the second most major sin is murder; and the third most major sin is fornication. And if you are interested in what Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) had to say about fornication we have this, “The one who commits illegal sexual intercourse is not a believer at the time of committing illegal sexual intercourse.” I would say wrong sexual intercourse is not some small wrong, but is actually a very, very major wrong. Don’t forget, the crime of zina (illegal sexual intercourse) is one of the very few offences that Allah has considered so important that He has prescribed a specific punishment, in this case it was, and still is, one hundred strokes of the cane.

Then there are those who want to say sex can’t be wrong because it is so much fun, and anything that is as much fun as sex couldn’t possibly be wrong. Well, I have to say that fun is most definitely not a good measure of what is right or wrong. Do you think that shaitan (Satan) is going to try to lead you away from the path of goodness and right by offering only things you don’t like? No, of course he is going to make going against the Will of Allah seem like fun. Shaitan tries to prevent people from knowing and accepting Allah’s truth and gaining eternity in Paradise by distracting them with sin that is fun. For those who are Muslim, he will attempt to turn them away from Allah. One method shaitan uses quite successfully is to make people feel unworthy because of the sin they committed to have fun. Once you feel unworthy of Allah it is much easier to turn away from Him.

There are still others who want to claim sex can’t be wrong because it is natural (and of course sex is natural, but for humans only when done rightly, which means in the beautiful marriage relationship). To prove that all sex is natural, they give examples of wild animals, like monkeys, who have all kinds of sex all over the place with no inhibitions. They attempt to degrade human beings to the level of wild animals, and then justify their deeds by finding examples of free sexual behaviour in the animal world. They are, in the Qur'anic expression, "like cattle, nay they are more astray; they are the heedless ones." (Al A’araf 7: 179).One of the purposes of Islam is to establish that we are not animals, and to put us on the right path so that we will not behave like animals. This certainly weakens the “all sex is natural because animals do it” argument.

Sometimes young Muslims, who sincerely do not intend to stray from the right path as far as having a sexual relationship, justify their boyfriend/girlfriend relationships by this noble intention of abstinence. Unfortunately studies have shown that the more time a couple spends alone together, the more likely they are to wind up in bed! And that is true even if they begin with the firmest intention of abstinence. Best not to believe you can resist temptation if you are given too much opportunity.

Do you think you can be involved in a wrong boy and girl relationship, particularly if it includes sex, and keep being a good Muslim? Can you pray and fast with sincerity and carry on an unlawful sexual relationship? I think that might not be possible. Going against the Will of Allah in a matter so important as sex means that you will be more likely to go against the Will of Allah in other matters also, possibly eventually leaving Islam. How terrible for your life, how terrible for the whole Muslim Ummah, we could possibly lose the benefits of Islam for the whole world just because some could not wait for the pleasures of sex until it is made right for them after marriage. What a huge price to pay.

Then of course there is the price you could end up paying for eternity. What if on Judgment Day the price you must pay for your wrong relationships and unlawful sexual behaviour is that you are sent to Hellfire instead of to Paradise? Some young Muslims give little thought to Judgment Day, but we know Judgment Day is certain and everything will happen exactly the way we have been told by Allah through revelation. Consider how you would feel then. It would indeed be an awesome mistake to not take this possibility with all the necessary seriousness.

This list could go on forever so I will make this the last, but it involves something so very special, so very precious, that even without all the other costs this one alone makes wrong relationships between boys and girls, young men and young women, far too high a price to pay. This cost involves the relationship between husband and wife in marriage. InshaAllah, you will be married for a very long time and of course you want that married relationship to be very special and very wonderful in every way. But the reality is that any relationships you have with members of the opposite sex before marriage chip away some of what should make the relationship between husband and wife so exquisitely special. Allah wanted to make the marriage relationship so very special that married couples would care so deeply for each other that neither partner would ever want to stray through adultery or separate through divorce. It should be the most wonderful worldly relationship possible. The more a married couple has to share exclusively between themselves, the more special and unique the relationship, in particular the sexual relationship, in a marriage becomes. So the reason that relationships before marriage make your husband or wife less special to you is that to some degree whatever has been done with others before makes your marriage partner just one more in the line of persons who have shared that part of the relationship with you which should have been held as a trust for the one you marry. By not waiting for that special moment when you first marry you make that special moment no longer special. This is true of all aspects of relationships before marriage, but it is of particular importance for that most special of all parts of the marriage relationship, the sexual part. Sex is a precious gift from Allah. This gift can only be given away for the first time once. Wouldn't this be a great gift for that one person who will be with you for the rest of your life?

I hope from this discussion of boy-girl relationships before marriage you are now better able to weigh what you get objectively against how much you have to give. Be honest with yourself, can you really say it is worth it? It seems the benefits of waiting until marriage are so great that no other possible choice should be possible.

Prof. Dr. Muhammad al’Mahdi
(December, 2005 – revised January, 2006)

will post some more details on

Beyond the Limits – Allah’s Mercy Awaits You: for the people that may have already gone beyond what is right in Islam
A Dangerous Suggestion:For those who still choose to stray from Allah’s commands,and limits to stay as a couple
The Path to Paradise?: early age marriage in trend?
Making the Impossible Possible : Arranged marriage is not that bad

I'm Officially Hilton-ised!

2008-10-27T16:53:00.005Z

I GOT A JOB!!!at last!after 3 weeks of searching,and this one didnt even take long for them to contact me.I filled in the online application form on thursday morning(last week).and immediately got a call for an interview for the day after.And they asked for my 'proof of student' letter through out the weekends.To be honest,i didnt think i'll get the position,coz i dont know what's my current status now.i'm not really a student off bath,and i'm also not not a student.All i have is an outdated proof of student letter that says my old address on it.But i gave them the outdated one just in case.And i woke up at 8am today,didnt know what my day is gonna be like.But then..suddenly Joan called me~!she asked me to come to Hilton NOW for the stage 1 induction session~.

I was warned that i'll under go a whole lot of training."A lot a lot a lot a lot a lot" says Joan.But today's training was kind of fun(although it lasted from 9.30-4pm).I got a whole big file with notes on what to do n what not to do.There's even a 'Hilton Passport'.The best this is..the benefits~!Theres a whole booklet to choose from.

Discounts from Alton Towers to Theatre Tickets!We get free meal every day of our shift(a buffet that costs 15pnds permeal,and today i get to eat a lot a lot of SALMON~).

Plus,me and my family will get discounts stay in any Hilton Hotel for just 16pnds per night!And i can access to their gym for FREE.

Thats what i'm talkin about being Hilton-ised~!(but it doesnt mean that i have to like Paris Hilton..she's still a slut..*wooops*)

anyways,i know my parents wont want me to work in this type of job,but at this time in need,its selfish to be picky.Dont worry,i'll find something else to volunteer to boost up my career.Owh,i forgot to mention that i'm offered a Room Attendant Job.

Owh,and not to forget,last Saturday was the Internationl Food Fest.Me and Fatin cooked Roti Jala n Chicken Curry.We woke up at 7am and took the whole day to finish the dish.We're supposed to cook for roughly 100ppl.We struggled to jala the roti jala at first.But through out the end of the day..u can call me a professional jala maker.hahhaha.

The best thing was..EVERYONE enjoyed our cooking.i cant even begin to count the number of ppl that came back to try out food.
There's this on guy(the one in the picture) who came up to us and declared that our roti jala was the best dish he's eaten through out the whole food fest.!~!~yayyy!~!you can imagine how we had a huge grin throughout the night.He said that he used to bring a present for the best dish every year,but this year he forgot to bring any.then it turns out that the guy was the DJ of the night.hahahaha.but sadly none of our malaysian friends came.....except for Suba~thanks Suba~

p.s. me and Fatin accidentally wore the SAME colour of baju kurung...damn BORIA

Found my Old Blog...

2008-10-24T09:39:00.002Z

I was browsing through the links i put on my blog and realised that its been a while since i've clicked on the link that says 'Hajare's old Blog' .I ditched it because it was a stupid Friendster blog that have little tools compare to blogspot.I read through all my previous post.And boy does it brings back some memories.Here are the posts...embrace yourselves...

IIC Alumni

September 2nd, 2006 by leffa-atta

Last nite i went to this alumni done by an old friend of mine from my previouse school,IIC.Being there really made me feel like meeting a looong lost friend.They’re all growned up!I was overwhelmed by their maturity physically n mentally.It sure does makes me feel like the black sheep of the croud.But inspite dat,i really enjoyed myself.Although i may not show it,coz i dont really talk much dat nite u know,hahahaha,its not that i’m sombong…pleasee..that word is far beyond my dictionary of personality!hehehe…maybe i’m just..i dunno,shy?hahahaah..please..don’t laugh..i know a thing or two bout being ’shy’.How could i not?I mean,its been ..what? 6 or 7 years since i last seen them?i’ve been in that school for as long as i can remember…1 year of my life.Although it was so long a go,and so temporary.It was the longest 1 year of my life…wanna know why?

Well,it was in the year of 1999.It was the year of leaving the ‘kids’ world n into the ‘teen’ world.I was 13.You’d probably wonder how i got into an islamic school the first place?The end of the year that i completed my UPSR,my whole family went to Makkah to do our Umrah.After that trip,i started planning my life to be a good muslimah.So i decided to go to an islamic school to learn more about islam.I told my mother about my small request.Ummi was surprised to hear dat n tried to find me a good islamic school.That is how i come to IIC.

My first day at IIC was HORRIBLE!!I can’t seem to find any friends..no one wants to talk to me ..except for this one girl…Nihlah(thanks Nihlah..u dnt knw hw much this means to me).I just dont unerstand why everyone hates me??Then i overheard someone sayong that its becouse of my looks..they said that i look like a ’samseng’..hahahah!when i think about..it was kind of funny.I dont know whether its true or not..if i was wrong..sorry guys;p.Then day by day..it doesnt get any better..it just gets worser..n worser..until i can’t stand it anymore..n plead to my mother to change my school..

But..after all these years..i came to realise what was actually happening back then.I was walking into a family..as a stranger..no wonder i was treated like dat..hahahha..we were just kids..i know u guys never meant to hurt anyone.I’ve done some crazy stuff too..that i couldnt imagine me doing it now!After realising that…i started to remember all the good memories that i have left there to hang…

The days when we cut the aloe vera leaves from the school corridor n make it into a face cream.hahhahaha!really funny!..We would use so many more until this one girl..i can’t remember her name..said that if we use too many..we will get cancer..!hahahahha!kelam kabot sme basoh ngan sabon!!

Remember the fire incident in the junior high building?hahaha!that was the most fun experience i had there..if it hadnt been for me..(ceh..bangge diri plak)..no one would have discovered the fire!yes..yes..i was doing the old technic if going to the toilet to escape from a boring class..then suddenly this power supply started to show sparks…i ran to the classroom to find my teacher..everyone was panic!(not really!more excited than panic kot!)HAHAHAHA!everyone was pretending to be panic..running away like animals!Roling on the table..climbing the gate..shouting..hahhaha..that was very fun indeed..that was the first fire incident i’ve ever had..

One more thing that i enjoyed was going to Qiam..waahh!best giler!the idea of sleeping in a mousque n do nothing but read the al-quran n surah was very calming..i wonder when will i experience it again?

Ok..thats bout it..my story is starting to get too long for anyone to read..heh..back to the reunion dinner..I am touched when everyone keep saying ‘thanks for coming’..i was finally being accepted(or maybe i’ve never been a stranger to them?)..it feels great to be welcome in a big family like this..Oeh..not to forget..the slide shows..wow!u guys really goes way back till kindergarden huh?I’m happy for all of you..everyone manage to be a successfull muslimin n muslimat…alhamdulillah..i hope i could see you guys again…wassalam

p.s. i forgot to mention Nabila n Siti Ruqaiyah!i was really lookung forward to see u two!especially Nabila!!!seriousely…miss u guys..

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BEFORE SUNSET

July 16th, 2006 by leffa-atta

To me…this is the most romantic,realistic,logic movie ever!i agree wif everything that comes out of Celine’s mouth..although i do have a few contradictions on what Jesse says..but overall..everything dat she’s saying is so true..i never could put in words how,what i was feeling after(…..) …but somehow…she did it..amazing literature…DAT IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!

BEFORE SUNSET

When Jesse (Ethan Hawke) and Celine (Julie Delpy) met on a Eurail train, the connection between them was immediate and profound. The 14-hour relationship that followed, as the pair explored the spontaneous and unexpected in Vienna, ended on a train platform where they swore they’d meet again six months later.

Nine years have passed since that morning.

On the last stop of his book tour, at the tail end of a reading in a Paris book shop, Jesse finds Celine watching from the back of the room. She lives in Paris now, he in New York. He’s flying out that evening and they utilize every moment, finding their human connection no less vital, inspiring or real than it was in nine years ago in Vienna.

In a stimulating and revealing journey through Paris, in real time, these two individuals explore the inner workings of their hearts and minds and rediscover their rare yet powerful love for the unexpected, the unrehearsed, and each other.

Warner Independent Pictures and Castle Rock Entertainment present a sequel to the acclaimed 1995 film Before Sunrise. Directed by Richard Linklater, the visionary behind such films as Dazed and Confused and Waking Life, BEFORE SUNSET tells the timeless romantic story of two questing hearts and minds whose powerful bond defies time and place.

please do whatch dis..its on the HBO at ASTRO

20th july 11.15 a.m

21st July 5.00 a.m

26 july 6.00 p.m

this story is a sequal of BEFORE SUNRISE..but i’ve never seen it yet…so..if anyone has any information regarding this story..please….please…come to mama

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childhood dekat rumah

July 13th, 2006 by leffa-atta

Today’s blog is based on the influence of carta gitu2 apek..childhood part1 n part2…tatau la nape..tp bile dgr..mmg terase..kenangan2 dulu..yg dh byk bwk kenangan..bile ingat balek…sme rase ade..best,sedih,menyesal,gembire..sme adela..so..i decided to make my own list of things dat i did during my childhood..korg nak kate aku copycat pon katelah..this is just my way of remembering the good ol days…mungkin korg ble relate ngn korg nye childhood..or maybe u cannot..bcoz i was raised in a small city..not quite a city..in the very own..’Subang jaya’…so maybe i haven’t experience the childhood life in the ‘kampungs’…but..my childhood is still on top of my list.

Ingat tak mase kecik2 dulu:

DEKAT RUMAH

1...tahun 80-an..trend rambot kekembang…aaa..sangat menyeksakan…tetiap pagi sblom pegi skola…adalah sesi ‘pengembangan rambot’ dgn umi…hahha..sakit urat rambot dibuatnye kene tarek2..jadi kembang

2. tgk kakak pakai spek mate…dlm hati berkate "waa..coolnye..nak pakai jugak" ..dgn kesronokan tu..mule la buat pelbagai cara utk merosakkan mate..i’ve done evrythg..name it..tgk tv dedekat..tgk tv 24/7..bace komik dlm gelap..bace mase bareng..tak makan sayor..nak pakai spekpunye pasal-last2 tak berjaye..mate saye kuat sgt kot..hhahaha..tp effect die br smpi..dh rabon dah ni oi~

3.dkt rumah..takde pape nak buat..comp takde..tv ade due tige channel jerh..jadi creativity melanda…mule la main ‘library-library’..abes sme buku dkt shelf digadainye..buat kad library sendri..bersepah bilek

4.tak pon kalo nak lagi thrill..main "bedak skating"..hhahha..utk tuan puan yg tatau carenye..niha..carenye…tabor kat 3 botol bedak smpi abes dkt lantai..kite ratakan die…sampai la sme inci jadik licin…lpas tu.."1..2..3…SLIDE!!"…hahha..ummi balek lintang pukang ambek air curah kat lantai…(tp tak ilang langsong putih bedak die)

5.kalo nak lagi creative…mainlah "rumah-rumah"..ataupon "sepahkan bilek"..hahaha..ambekla selimut2 yg tak pakai..ikat dkt 3 atau 4 penjuru..dkt katil bole..dekat pintu bole…lpastu jadi la rumah mcm khemah..bantal2dijadikan dinding..utk bahagi kan bilek maseng2..

6.main gam UHU..haaa.paleng mencabar bile nak cube masokkan sebanyak air yg bole dkt dlm gam tu..pastu jadi mcm ‘tear drops’…"ngaapp!"..masokkan dlm mulot..hahaha..(kids..dont try dis..bahaye woo)

7.bile hujan..mule la carek baju hujan yg slalunye malu nak pakai pegi skola..tp popular kalo utk main hujan..mule la kumpol sme payong…………pastu malam tu makan ‘fisherman’s friend"..

8.tp kalo time umi ade dkt rumah..umi buatkan kuih..bukan kuih utk makan…utk main…name die "kuih-kuih"..ambek tepung gandom..campor dgn air…sometimes.if ur lucky..when umi is in a good mood..dpt la kuih yg berwarna warni…hijau ade..pink ade..orange ade pakai pewarna yg org pakai utk masak tuh..

9.bile jumpe dgn sedare..dekat rumah tok umi..waa..mase tu..best gilela…mcm dh bertahon2 tak jumpe….dulu..dkt rumah tokmi..mane ade astro..segale bende ktorg main…"nenek- nenek".."london bridge is falling down" "pepsi cola".."sep-sep-sep..tom-tom-tom"

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i just love it

July 9th, 2006 by leffa-atta

i just love it when…

1) i should only care about me n my family(had to..cant runaway from reality)..but most of all..me

2)i could continue n evolve myself to be a better person…whitout needing to mind what evry1 thinks

3)relaxing my journey through life..aahh…no more unwanted baggage for me to carry(u know wat i mean)

4)i’m very happy wif my life rite now…more than 3 years ago..

5)i dont have to lie to my parents everytime im on a date(coz i dont have any anymore!;p)

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BTN ulu kenas 2006

July 6th, 2006 by leffa-atta

BTN means biro tata negara..kire cam kem kenegaraan la..best gakla..malas nak tulis memanjang..sbb dah dekat 3 kali tulis ngan semangatnye..tetibe ilang camtuh jerh..bangang punye computer..neway..got to know new friends there..love it..semangat nak jadi cikgu pon..naik 30%..hahaha..perasaan patriotik…naik 50%…bosan dengar ceramah lame sangat…5%..yg lain…ntah..tp best giler!

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graduation day

June 20th, 2006 by leffa-atta

aahhh..da day..hari yg paleng..paleng….paleng…ramai org pakai mekap tebal..HAHAHAHAHA!!!ape ape la..tp awards day ni..smorg bangon pepagi bute..kemas bilek..pelohkan ketiak dlu…baru mandi..hahaha..lepas mandi..kemas bilek lagi..pastu..baru gosok baju..pastu..10 min lagik nak kene berkumpol..haa..baru la pakai baju ngan tudong LELELILIT HAHAHA!tp..org yg semangat plak..berkobar kobar..lagi 1 jam stengah dah siap dah..beres..woaa..sampai je kat tmpt kene berkumpol tu..smorg smat mangat!hahahah..sronok la..tangkap gamba n all..waaa..tp sedey la..got no award maa…tp..hahaha..yg bestnye..ade la banner bebanyak tergantong kat dedinding kolej..kahkahkah..tekezut tgk ade muke sendri posing kat stu..ngan ila ngan linda(nampak blakangje)….much of luck to all of u who graduate dat day!a few pic of u guyz!

ILHAMI SAZLINDA ADABIAH HALILAH SYAFIQAH

ZATY & NOR HANNAN & ME FARIS & ME TOTOQ & ME NINA & ME

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2 weeks till the end-KYUEM

June 1st, 2006 by leffa-atta

aaahh..3 more days to go!cepatla..cepatla..paper 1 further dah selesai..i cant say i’m confident to get an A..well.tawakal jerla..my life in kyuem…is nearly to the end..sigh..although i cant wait…but i know part of me will miss dis place…dis place…dat has given me another oppurtunity to do better in life..n after life..ape die..bak kate org mlayu..pintu hati dah terbukak la..phewh..saved from the obstacles of life….no more boyfriends…no more tight(not so tight clothes)..no more tinggalkan smbahyang…no more lies..no more..n all bcoz of dis college..aahh..so lucky to be here..!!kla..kla..kang tersentimental plak..nyway…friends here are great..although at first..i thought they wont like me bcoz of status(although to me is nothing)…yela..nampak je mcm byk duit..tp..tuhan je tau kan?..nyway..its good dat they dont judge me based on the outside…. love u guys!!see u in UK…!insyaállah..

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bored!

May 27th, 2006 by leffa-atta

hallu..have u guys ever wonder…what it feels like to just..STUDY!n study..study..all nite long!??ahah!if u ask me..it doesnt feel that GREAT..hahaha…finals!finals!are scaring me..eh..no..the paper is scaring me..studying is easy..understanding is easy..but "Why da hell did da exam board make such stuupid questions!!!!!????"wargh!!!study pagi..study tengah hari..study petang..study malam..study tgh mlm…waaa..cepat la…i wanna get over it!!hehehe…

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ma 20th birthday

April 16th, 2006 by leffa-atta

yepp…yepp…yesterday was my 20th birthday(my god..can’t believe i did’nt lie bout my age!)hahaha..takdela..ok..like dis..one day b4..haha..Ken,Hannan n da chalet mates msg me to wish appy bday..hahaha..awal giler…lom lagi 15 hb dowh..pastu at tepat 12 midnite…jeng jeng jeng!da fisrt person to call me!!Syafera!!hahaha….unexpected..but realy appreceate…yela..she called me kat tepon umah…the only person still calling me kat umah is ESAH…hahaha…nyway..then got msg from Irina,Minty,Zaty,Faris(although i have to make da first step) n n Oly..n then..tummorow morning..my whole family wish me…after dat…durrah ajak pegi subang parade..nak lepak(i seriously ingat mmg nak lepak) ..pegi ngan boys…skali terjumpe Ummi,Nadiah,Zayd,Ibrahim..rupenye…Ummi(diorg skali) nak blanja makan..i choose Nandos//sedap giler..then..abes makan..diorg sme berpecah pi bli adiah…(kat toys r us..i’m like..20!..hahah..but its ok…young in the inside huh)…me..i went to body shop wif ummi…got some new fashial something2…hahah..Ummi’s present to me..thanks Ummi!..pastu balek..malam tu..plan nak tgk wayang..wif da sedare…Adam,Faez,De’in,Muaz…from my side..just me Nadiah n Durrah..da boys kering..takde budget dah..hahhaaha..tgk crite Eigth Below kat OU..n then..abes tu..pi umah Tok Ummi..cam biase..Tok Ummi order her fav. Nan Taj Mahal..haha..pkol 11 baru la makan dinner..tp kenyang la..bcoz it was late..so me n durrah decided tu tido umah Tok Ummi..aaahh..its been a veery looong time..dah lame tak tido sane..best!!!(kene gigit nyamok!!)..hahaha..nyway..dats da best bday day ever!!!hwa!hwa!..n could be my last…tsk…but..nvrmnd..ummi kate next year bday present..ummi poskan Zayd…hahaha…funny..ok..chaloz!

Raya at Bath 08:Open Houses

2008-10-21T10:39:00.005Z

This year there wont be any 'official' celebration for Raya for us Melayu Bath.But they did a gathering at GG's house.

Kamilah n Mariam had an open house.Me n Fatin stayed there to help them cook.Honestly..i think its fun.To have a couple of girls cooking together for our very own open house.We kind of missed each other without realizing it.And...i missed Dzaquan....it could be so much fun if she were here.Every time i walked pass a new restaurant..i would think to myself.."if only Dzaquan was here...we could jalan2 carek makan together".Hmph....

We cooked Mariam's Rendang,Nasi Ayam Fatin and some ketupat.The Open house was a success.Owh~and Jin Weng pon ade~rindu plak die.

Last week on Wednesday,Kak Za invited us to her house.She cooked Mee Kari and some Sardine Karipap that is so yummy that is still couldnt get them out of my head.I keep smelling them in my head.Anyways..it was a great gathering.The small eat in turns into a girls night out when Mariam decided to watch Mammamia.~GG bailed out coz he needs to practice for his badminton try-outs that Friday.Syazeleen doesnt want to go.then we think we'll take a shot at asking Kak Za along~She was sporting enough to agree!~watching Mammamia for the second time does not put me off at all~!Mammamia ROCKSSS!!!

Last Sunday plak Abg Rahim n Kak Ana had an open house.A lot of ppl came the day before to help them out.Theres me,Fatin,Pei Ru,Hong,Zaki,Hisyam,Jo,Azlan,Sya,Afiqah and Pai.We made Karipap.It was weird having to see these bunch of guys...that dont have a clue on how to gelek acuan,kelim karipap or even anything to do with making a karipap.It felt a little bit weird...coz i was so used to our previous guy seniors like Rudeng,Abg Long n even Jin Weng that could cook better than us girls.But now...whats left in Bath is the guys that....hrmm..how do i say this..hopeless in the kitchen? Ahahaha.sorry guys...but seriously ...try live up to their standards~.

When i came home

2008-10-21T09:38:00.002Z

The first two weeks have a lot going on.The roller coaster on weather i got to stay in Bath

I came to class,not sure weather my application to repeat 2nd yr is accepted.went to the Maths Department office,good news for me~it went through.So i immediately went to find my timetables n tutor groups.It seems that i'm in the same tutor group as Pei Ru~
Attending the year 2 lectures n tutorials,but i'm still worried about what KPM has got to say.Because they dont know that i'm actually repeating.
Had an open house at Kamilah n Mariam's.Then got a phone call from Norehan,Adabiah,Syafiqah n Hanisah.They told me that Lin UCL has the exact poblem.And she was forgiven by KPM,but the setback is...they wont sponsor us for the repeat year.Its on our own.
So I was hit by a tornado of tuition fees that'll cost me £12750!But then i thought,i might get a chance to apply for the local fees.Which is just £3000.Kamilah calmed me down by giving a rough idea on how to handle this.So it did got my spirits up
But then again.....Kak Ima told me that they might have a few regulations on this.Being born in the UK wont necessarily make me eligible for local fees.I need to at least be schooled here.Yeap.come on.put some more stones on my head~
Just as i thought of getting a loan for this £12750,bcoz i dont want to use my parent's money...Zharif n Joey called me and give advises about other options.They said that i could apply for like a gap year during my repeat,and just come sit for the exam.No need to pay for the tuition fees.I didnt know that was applicable!
Hopes are high again,am meeting the Head of Department for questions n answers.
Mr. Martin Reed is the BEST Head of Department EVER!He met me and asked me why i flunked my first semester.And why i didnt get a satisfactory for my resit papers.I told him why.Then he said the darnedest thing~

"If i had told him earlier...i wouldnt even get into this mess.He might just let me proceed with 3rd year"

hahahaa.but he gave me a REALLY GOOD NEWS!He accepted my application for not attending lectures n just come for exams.He even said that sometimes,the department forgot to charge us for the £25 per paper,if they did,just ignore them.And i could come to lectures given if i sit at the back n no one should notice me.~!~!aaaah~!i thought that was just it~!Then i could continue looking for a job to pay for my food n rent n stupid bills.
9.I emailed KPM to tell them the good news.Bare in mind...they're still not picking up my phone calls,an not replying my emails.But remarkably,she replied the day after.Telling me that i should just continue with the Ordinary Degree n graduate next year.I'm like...WHOOOOAAT????after all that???
10. i replied to her saying:

Assalamualaikum Cik Ratina,

Setelah berbincang dgn HOD saya, memandangkan rekod saya yang tidak tercemar dgn pihak uni mereke telah dgn murah hati membenarkan saya mengambil semula peperiksaan pada January 2009 dan May 2009. tanpa mengakibatkan pembayaran apa apa pun dari pihak KPM. Ini bermakna bahawa saya masih berpeluang untuk mendapat kan ijazah Hons dgn harapan nilai 1st CLass pada tahun 2010 tanpa KPM membayar lebih dari apa yg di persetujui.

Saya berharap pihak KPM akan memberi peluang ini kepada saya kerana saya yakin akan dapat memenuhi keperluan untuk maju ke tahun seterusnya dgn cemerlang dan seterusnya membanggakn bangsa dan negara. Sememangnya, setiap kemenangan itu akan di dahului ole kekalahan. Dalam hal ini saya berharap sangatlah bahawa pihak KPM dapat pertimbangkan permohonan saya untuk meneruskan pengajian saya di Bath University untuk ijazah Bsc Mathemathics saperti mana yang telah di tawarkan oleh HOD saya untuk sesi 2008-9 dan seterusnya menyambung untul memdapat ijazah pad pertengahan 2010.

Skali lagi saya ingin mengatakan bahawa pihak KPM tidak payah mengeluarkan sesen pun untuk sesi penggajian 2008-20009

Terima Kasih in advance
Hajar (this is all my mom's writing..coz mine is too horrible to be read)

I wont just give up. And now waiting for her to reply me....which is like..forever!But to get the record straight..i really think that this is the best thing that could ever happen to me!i get to stay another extra year in UK,experience working my but off to pay for the bills myself instead of waiting for money to come in from KPM.Pluss!i got to regain my 2nd year grades!this time i'm sooo going to try and get a 1st class~

Its been a looong time

2008-10-08T19:53:00.007Z

Its been a long time since i actually communicate with other ppl other than my family members,Xango ppl and the cats back home.Many things happen through out my 3months summer stay in Malaysia.People keep asking me "how's ur summer?" i dont usually have any interesting answers to that.
Despite the 1 month trip i made from UK to Amsterdam to Switzerland to Turkey

to UAE n to Nepal.Its not that i wasnt having a good time.It was just not recent enough to brag about.Then a trip to Perhentian with the cousins ...Kamilah's wedding.Me joining Xango World..Zora going back to Acheh...Quarreling with Nadiah once a month for the past 3 months i'm here.(hrmm.come to think of it..its odd that we always quarrel when she's on her pms..~hrmmm).Got to experience doing our Cat-shitting chores side by side with Durrah n Mahdi.Projek Kalsom with Yunus n Yahye,definitely a wonderful experience!.Read bedtime story to Zayd n Ibrahim(some nights je la).Buka puase with the bazaar food~shopping Baju Raya with the girls.Cook Briyani with Abah n Mahdi.and lastly Raya with the Family!!!

If you should know,I'm actually repeating my 2nd year in Bath.My 2nd semester results last yr was not bad but it was the 1st semester thats killing me.I was given a second chance to resit one paper from that during the summer.I could bring the paper back and do it by mid of august.sounds fairly easy isnt it?but the thing is...oh the cleverness of me...i didnt bring my notes back,instead,it was on its way in Rudeng's cargo that came in 3 days before the dateline.I couldnt focus on doing it.so i just hand it in as the best i could do.And got the result back in September.My paper was not satisfactory...hmph...I have two choices.Either being lowered from an Honours degree to an Ordinary degree(which is lower than a Diploma) or apply for a repeat year.Immediately contacted my sponsor,Miss Sharifah Ratina.She asked me to send in my results.I did....and then..pufff!she was gone.Unreachable.What am i to do??i have one more week for the academic year to start??i need to make a decision right there n then.and so i did.I applied for a repeat.So here i am.Repeating my 2nd year,without the knowledge of my sponsor.Well...that'll be another battle for me to get into.But for now...i'm just happy to be back.Didnt know i missed bath until i came back to Bath~~!Aaaah~home sweet home~~

VISA2

2008-09-12T02:36:00.000Z

i gave up...its not that i didnt try..coz i did.updating my blog i mean.too many things happen since my trip to Eskdale ...until now.things that i couldnt possibly mention here.why not?because i cant lah~.probably later in life.ahahaha.

for now...i'm trying to keep my 'mojo' going by writing about the daily...annoying stuff that had happened to me during these last few days.Or.....maybe because its the pms kicking in?ahahaha...

Last week:

went to renew my visa *supposedly* veeery early in the morning...arrived there at 10am.took a number*1432*...and waited.for 2hrs i waited..1430...1431....1432....1432???owh!thats me!..bbbutt??where's my ticket??i lost it!!went to the counter... got rejected and was asked to take a new number....1hr later...the ticket fell out of my heavily un-organize folder ...pathethic...i know...

Last Monday:
my visa is ready for collection!!this time i wont waste time queueing...i'm definitely gonna be there early!arrived there at 8.30am.....collection counter opens at 10am.....pathetic again..i know..

Last Thursday:
Zora will be arriving from Acheh at around 1.40pm.i had to go out early to fetch Durrah from LimKokWeng at around...12pm.got lost...and arrive at Cyberjaya at 1.39pm.Zora called....she has arrived...i said i'll be there in half n hour...half n hour later...i arrived at LCCT...but where's Zora?she said she's infront of gate3...i'm at gate3...rupe2nye she's not in LCCT,so we went to KLIA instead,again,couldnt find her,RUPE2NYE dekat Subang Airport!!!

Tamagotchi Madness~off to Tama town!

2008-08-24T14:01:00.005Z

My brothers are always bugging us to join in their game.Being the only two little kids in the house..surrounded by 6 grown up siblings...we would always be their easy target.Back then it was play-doh,Lego,Hide n seek and more.But now they're getting electrical~

i was 'forced' to have an account in Club Penguin.(an online game)

1999IB : is Ibrahim's Penguin
King 2002: is Zayd's Penguin
Lusername:is My Penguin~~

hahahaha...so that i could play the games online with them when i went back to UK.But now?its TAMAGOTCHI time!hahaha!apparently there's a 70% sale on Tamagotchi Version 4 at Toy's R Us.So guess what?ALL of us bought one...(except for Nadiah n Durrah la).

My Tama->name:Otis; sex:boy

Ibrahim's Tama->name:Frank;sex:boy

Zayd's Tama->name:Lion;sex:Man + son

Mahdi's Tama->name:Mo;sex:baby boy

Yahya's Tama->name:Nancy;sex:girl
Yunus's Tama->name:Levy;sex:girlIts Tamagotchi fever again ppl~!breed your Mamochi~

Aaaand...~Durrah n Nadiah's Tama~so sad..so sad..tahaha

Projek Kalsom 14

2008-08-22T06:07:00.007Z

I stayed up until 6am to do this for my Group memberswell..the things i do when i get bored...

Zee Kin drew this cartoon faces of some faci's~hahahaha

saying our goodbyes.(y n y tangkapkan)

i didnt realize this program would be the trip that makes my summer worthwhile.I've been to Amsterdam,Turkey,Switzeland,UAE , Nepal and Perhentian Island for the summer..but the trip that i enjoyed most is Volunteering at Projek Kalsom.I've made new friends,improved my english,motivated myself to become a good teacher and such.If i could stay there longer...i would.I was given to facilitate a group of 10 students from different schools n background.Sit was supposed to be my partner...but an invisible one la.My group is called Silkhannaz,after Hafiz(the group leader) came out with the word.I dont really agree with the meaning though.Its spelled 'kesesatan' .even our flag looks a bit black metalish....hrm..nvm.yg penting none of my group members are that emo,black metal kind.The girls are quite and shy except for Fatin Husna n Tip la.The boys are funny~i couldnt help but laugh at every word si Hafiz tu cakap. Faez and Syed has started to show his though colours by the end of the program.Waki on the other hand still refuse to speak,but i know he has a lot to say.Tina,Fatin I,Nisa n Aishah are the 'ayu' girls that only smiles when i asked them a question(at first).But later on they gained the courage to speak.The most proud moment for me is when i asked them to write 3 sentence each and stitch them together to form a short story.What they didnt know at first is that i would ask them to act it out.hahahaha.Padan muke!sape suro buat cite lawak2~siap ade org tu tetibe jadi gay la ape la.so i gave them some time to prepair.
Pejo tgh bagi talk..ktorg tangkap2 gamba;p

ALL of them participated no matter what.tsk..tsk...i was so proud.and since then they threw their silence away.

Queenezy~
Faci's yg syok sendri

Facilitators plak,they were a funny bunch.certain org asyik klua masok menghilangkan diri.certain org asyik melekat dkt katil.sorg bace buku sambel LDK .;p(no offense) but the most important thing is that every single person have their way to be dedicate to the kids .

our meetings sometimes exceeded till 3am(sbb tunggu order makan tak sampai2).Yunus,Yahya n De'in were excellent!they shined through out the whole program.each n every one of them have their own skills to show.
The Pendidikan booth

Wawa posing minah senget

Countdown Blab

2008-07-17T15:13:00.003Z

Tomorrow is Zayd's supposedly Islamic Calendar Birthday(15 Rajab).I did mention it in my previous post that my dad wants us to start celebrate our 'real' birth dates.Zayd have been constantly reminding us that on the 18th of July...he's turning 9.So we were planning for
Aishah,Shasha n Danish to sleepover during the weekend and go on a picnic this Sunday playing kites that Zora has spent countless hours making.This plan is supposed to be a secret.Zayd wasnt supposed to know~

But last night...me and Ibrahim slipped.It goes on like this

Hajar: " ok..Zayd,Ibrahim..this is your mission!You need to keep your room clean when Aishah,Shasha n Danish comes"

Zayd: "eihh??Diorg nak dtg??" *pretending to be surprised*

Hajar: *wooooopppsss~* "Hajar kate 'kalau' diorg datang la" *fiuh...covered...or so i thought...*

Zayd: "diorg datang utk ape??"*pretending not to know*

Ibrahim : *trying to save the secret* "Diorg datang sbb ade....orang ni punye birthday..."

Zayd : *still pretending not to get what's going on* "birthday??sape punye birthday??"

Ibrahim : *getting smaller n smaller* "ermm...birthday...ade pakcik ni...."

Zayd : "huh?..hmph" *cleverly not to push it more than he had*...*continues to pretend doing..nothing*

Hajar: *turns to ibrahim*

Ibrahim: *turns to Hajar*

Hajar & Ibrahim : @$%!@#!!%#(!)@#*!?????~~~~

translate ; @$%^*&^%#(!)@#*!?????~~~~ = whoaatt~apsal tercakapp???!~~~

Ibrahim: *quenching his teeth* "nape Hajar kate 'kalau' pulak??at least ade birthday pakcik lagi better cover~~"

my reaction? DddddDDuuuUUuuHHHhhhhH!~~~!!~!~!~

CSI :Crime Snake Investigation!

2008-07-09T15:42:00.005Z

Crime Snake Investigation!

I was in the Office doing my Xango calls with Ummi.When suddenly Yunus came in saying

"Ade ular dekat bilek Zayd Ibrahim!"
Ummi: "whoooooooaaaat??!!" -(obviously 'someone's' afraid of snakes)
these two are too excited to see a snake...that they forgot to scream..;p

We rushed to the outside porche where Durrah and Yahya was standing next to a blanket with sticks on each other's arms.
The snake is in the blanket!

Ummi: "aaa!~" "eee!~" "ooo!~"

Everyone came out to witness the slaughtering of the unwanted snake!.Yahya,Durrah n Yunus poking the blanket asking for the snake to show 'itself'.Just as the poor snake showed its head..aaape laaagi! "serangan bertubi2!!~!" ...until its head practically looked like pancakes~;p
Hahahaha!ummi was loong gone.Nowhere near the scene~!

Wanna know how the snake was caught in the Crime Scene?hahahaha!

Ibrahim and Zayd was in their room..pretending to be asleep(its their bedtime).Ibrahim was on the mattress..stretching his hands...then he felt something touching him.He turned his head to the left and said

"amende ni??"

without any fear or panic..he threw the 'thing' away effortlessly.

The thing hit Zayd's hand.Zayd slap it away..and it ran.Then suddenly Ibrahim realized it was a SNAKE!

Ibrahim: "Ulaar!Ulaar!ade ular!"
Zayd " Pumba!Pumba!ade Pumba!"

*hrmmm...ntah dr mane dtg pumba...zayd2*

So my mom ordered us to quarantine the whole room and put sulfur on the windows!~

the mattresses

yahya wearing boots

yunus wearing sneakers

nadiah wearing panda

durrah wearing cowboy boots

i was in the paper!!~

2008-07-06T11:13:00.006Z

haluuuu haluuuuu smoraaang~dh laaame tak update.after my trip to turkey..i went to Nepal then came back home.One week after that...i got myself sick for FIVE days!!my alasan?hahahhaa..

"waaaai la malaysia so hoott??!~"

last week me n da family went to perhentian island....hrmm..n thats about it.i'm gonna update on that soon.i dont really like to go online or sit in front of the computer for more than 10 minutes once i'm home.I've got my life to live so aint got no time to waste playing with the keyboard~hahahah~

MachoKesiotan

Haih..Raya2

4 years

no time

'Mal'- Function

this is a slight change of plan?

sNOWBOARDING~AGAIN!

STAYING AWAKE IN CLASS in 7 days

Virtue of the First Ten Days of the Month Of Zulhijjah

aaand then there's no more 2 guys,a girl,and a mansion

Diet Rasulullah

Hiking in Eskdale(early april)

How to move my ass?

Gypsy Jazz taking a Bath

Studying with the Johans

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exams2!!

KECHOH:Bukannye final year pon

BAMSA Nite 09-Si Tanggang

The Rabbit that runs through battery

The Most Beautiful thing i've ever seen!!!

Mariam rubbed her Jinx on Me

Bday Mariam

The Celebration

Boxes...boxes..

A day to remember..SNOW!

Scene II – “You’re American? Are You Sure?” (The Lounge Car)

Scene I – “What Are You Reading?” (The Train)

I just love this movie..if i can't persuade u guys to watch it..then i could at least force you to read it..this is..BEFORE SUNRISE

FREE from my MISTAKES

Nasib Baik(ke?)Nasib Malang?

Exams really gets me

You are what ur GAS says you are

Pure Macho

The Coincident + Yuna

Hari Cuti yg KENE release TENSION

Can u hear me say...Kaching???$$$$$

ANGRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Funny names...

Mr.Curiosity

Arggh~bring me the Juice!~!

for now...

Not singin' in the rain?~

Kehidupan setelah Berkerjaya??

Getting Serious about a Boy-Girl relationship in Islam

I'm Officially Hilton-ised!

Found my Old Blog...

Raya at Bath 08:Open Houses

When i came home

Its been a looong time

VISA2

Tamagotchi Madness~off to Tama town!

Projek Kalsom 14

Countdown Blab

CSI :Crime Snake Investigation!

i was in the paper!!~